New Schedule & Old News

I’m trying out a new schedule:

Here is my general schedule, EST:
I sign on week days approximately 1pm – 7pm EST (four to five days a week) and occasionally Saturdays; morning to mid afternoon. I encourage you to write me on Skype, Discord or via chat on NF to see if I am available.

Also note that I sign off NiteFlirt throughout the day. This happens when I am on a call or show through one of the other sites I’m on. This can sometimes happen for long stretches. Contact me via Skype, Discord or via chat on NF to schedule something.

Also, some very old news. Aubrey and I broke up about a year ago. I am sorry to say that we no longer offer two girl shows. Most everyone who used to play with us know this by now, but for anyone new stumbling upon my blog, now you know! I don’t update this blog at all anymore. I am slowly working on updates to my NiteFlirt listings. I may eventually work on FilthyCall and keep the blog portion strictly for updates like this, but currently have no plans to do so. We’ll see!

I’m excited about the new schedule. It means I’ll have less time for shows, but from what I’ve seen working it so far, I’ve packed in A LOT of shows with a lot of you guys! The less time bit isn’t exciting, but it means I’ll have more time to make videos and picture sets for my goodies on NiteFlirt! I am super excited about that!

2 Girl on Hold

Aubrey had her baby a few weeks ago, so 2 girl is on hold and will be for a while. I will be sure to update Twitter (follow me @FilthyCall) and my blog when we are back to it! You can also get on my mailing list on NiteFlirt by calling me or simply adding me as a favorite. I will send out mail with our schedule once we pick some dates. I also recommend getting on my list if you like free teaser videos and pics. I send them out to everyone, every so often!

I am, of course, still doing solo phone sex and cam on NiteFlirt!

Two Girl Cam and Phone sex

Cam Pics (472)I’m so excited to share with you that Aubrey and I scheduled some dates for two girl cam and phone sex! Here are the dates (EST):

Monday, February 15: 9:00 am – 7:00 pm
Tuesday, February 23: 9:00 am – 7:00 pm

It has been a while so we are both really looking forward to it!

More great news: in case you haven’t already heard, Aubrey is pregnant! There is something about a big pregnant belly that looks so hot! Her breasts have also gotten bigger and that pussy is just as sweet. I hope you’ll help me get her off.

Schedule

Just want to make it known that I am trying out a new schedule, including availability on the days I had previously not taken calls:

Here is my general (and sometimes subject to change) schedule, EST:

Monday: 9:00 am – 8:00 pm
Tuesday: 9:00 am – 8:00 pm
Wednesday: By appointment
Thursday: 9:00 am – 8:00 pm
Friday: 9:00 am – 8:00 pm
Saturday: By appointment
Sunday: By appointment

A few things to note; sometimes I get used up and worn out early. Staying on until 8pm (and sometimes later) happens often, but sometimes doesn’t. I am now offering the option to make appointments with me on Wednesdays, Saturdays and Sundays. The best way to do that is by sending me mail on NiteFlirt. You can also contact me on Skype or Yahoo when I am online to make arrangements.

A Day in the Life of Lucy 4

It’s been a while since I’ve made a day in the life of Lucy post so I thought I’d get to it! On this particular day, I worked long hours. I was on from 8:30 am until 10:30 pm. Many things can happen in fourteen hours doing what I do and sure enough, all the things happened on this day! There was a lot of variety in the type of play I had.

  • Chatted on Skype about potential shows
  • Did a naughty role play on a cam show. The caller was my neighbor. One night, while my husband was out of town, he looked outside his window and saw me “entertaining” a man who was not my husband in my master bedroom. The caller showed up at my door and blackmailed me to suck him and fuck him.
  • Chatted on Skype about potential shows
  • Updated pages on non-NF website
  • Started to respond to an email from caller
  • Chatted on Skype about a potential show
  • Did a sensual domination cam to cam show in which I instructed this hot man on how to stroke to please me. He showed me his tongue, cock and a big cum load in his hand afterward.
  • A sweet and sexy man did a cam to cam show with me. He had me spank myself hard, as if I was over his knee and he was giving me the spanking. My butt was so red and it made my pussy very wet! He then had me stick my ass at the cam while I fingered my asshole with one finger and then two. He wanted me to fuck my ass with a dildo at the end, but he got so hot watching my fingers that he came before we got to it!
  • Continued updating pages on website
  • Chatted on Skype with Aubrey and some potential callers. Wrote an extra fun sadistic dominants I’ve been playing with for a while. We made some plans for a show with Aubrey beating me for him next week. I think we’re going to try to bruise my butt, aka the beast (because it doesn’t bruise easily).
  • The same sadistic dominant ended up doing a show with me right then! He had me bind my breasts tight and then put a bra on them before they got swollen. I beat the tops of my breasts for a bit before he had me take the bra back off. He ordered me to insert my butt plug in my ass and a dildo in my pussy. I sat on them and used the tension rod from mini blinds as a pervertible cane to beat all over my breasts. I put on my nipple clamps and he had me lift them by the chain while I caned my breasts some more. Finally he let me cum with my vibrator on my clit and two holes still stuffed.
  • Took a break to close the pool until next summer
  • Lunch
  • Continued updating pages on website
  • Dealt with a kid trying to trick me into doing paid time with him via text (through my non-NF site)
  • Continued updating pages on website
  • Chatted on Skype about a potential show
  • Responded by email to fellow cam/phone worker
  • Chatted with potential caller who turned out to be a wanker
  • Did a texting session on non-NF site
  • Chatted on Skype with potential callers
  • Looked at squirting dildos on Amazon
  • Did a smoking show (I don’t smoke, I vape but I still call it a smoking show) with a very hot man. I sucked my dildo, titty fucked it and bit my nipple all while blowing vapor at the camera.
  • Chatted on Skype with potential caller
  • Did a cam to cam show of me rubbing my panty covered pussy while sniffing and licking a pair of dirty ones. It was hot seeing him cum so hard and so much to the nasty things I did.
  • Did cam to cam with guy with a big cock. He stroked hard while I laid back and rubbed my pussy and told him what I would do to suck his cock and get fucked. I didn’t cum, but immediately after this show…
  • Did humiliation show with a dominant caller. He asked me why I was so horny and already naked. I told him I hadn’t cum yet after the last show. He said, “did he say he’d choke you while he fucked you? Did he say he’d slap your face while he fucked you? Did he call you a fat slut?” and so on until I got off on my vibrator. Then he said he’d keep me like that all night. Then he hung up. I love it when he’s mean to me.
  • Answered emails. Finished email to caller that I started earlier in the day.
  • Chatted on Skype with potential callers
  • Responded to emails by fellow cam worker (a Domme)
  • Went through the clothes I got back from the fire (they took things to remove the smoke smell and I just got the repairable stuff back) looking for my red bikini and a white tank top- a request from a possible caller. Unfortunately, he wasn’t able to call but I’m looking forward to a shower show with him. Hopefully soon.

My Personal Kinks

Image 8One of the top things I’m asked by callers is, “What are you into?” I often throw the question back to the caller because I’m here to serve him. I get off on pleasing people and the fact is, I like so many different things that a caller is bound to get me going by having me cater to him. It’s easy enough to figure out my kink list by exploring the pages on my site and blog posts, but I thought I’d make a list as close as possible to being in order by favor (though this should be viewed as fluid depending on my mood or more likely, the person I’m playing with). I’m also sharing a favorite porn list.

My personal kinks:

  • Being topped by a dominant man – a Master or Sir. I like service, being controlled, pain, humiliation, degradation to an extent and rope play.
  • Vanilla play is shared in the top spot with being topped by a dominant man. I am submissive by orientation but it is as important as regular sex for me. This includes giving and receiving pussy eating, sucking cock, fucking, making out, hand jobs, etc.
  • Cum fetish (ok, this goes with just about everything on the list, but it earns a spot because it’s a huge part of my personal kink)
  • The idea of cuckolding someone (idea only as I have never done this)
  • Foot fetish play
  • Playing with sissies
  • Being topped by a dominant woman
  • Topping a submissive man or woman. I like playful humiliation, control, receiving service and body worship. I am becoming more and more interested in exploring sadistic levels of pain.
  • Tickling (this is more something I am curious about. I think I’d love it if I played more with it. If you like tickling and you’re reading this; please consider trying 2 girl so I can try this out!)
  • Jack off instruction/guided masturbation
  • Smoking/vaping fetish
  • Small penis humiliation
  • Shoe fetish
  • Role playing

It’s hard to list everything as I have tried so many interesting things in my years as a phone/cam girl, so this is just a general list. There are things I have done once, loved but never repeated as well as variations and elaborations on things on the list. I also think I may have forgotten some things completely, but this is what comes to mind for now.

My favorite porn, in order:

  • Solo man masturbating and cumming
  • Cuckold/creampie eating
  • Older man, younger woman
  • Pussy eating (close up)
  • Gangbang/gangbang creampie/pussy bukkake
  • Submissive woman being dominated by a man or men
  • Submissive man being dominated by a man
  • Submissive woman being dominated by a woman or women
  • Foot fetish (dominant woman making a man worship her feet)
  • Straight man sucks cock
  • Autofellatio (self suck)
  • Hentai
  • Voyeur

There you have it; a full guide to my personal kinks. Coming soon: a list of my current fantasies!

As Mister’s submissive part II

BDSM call preview 4I wrote “As Mister’s submissive part I” a long time ago and promised I would share more about my time as Mister’s submissive in the future. It’s hard to remember the details of the relationship after so much time has passed, but reliving it to write this post has been fun.

In my first post about the relationship, I explained some of the rules Mister had for me and what I did in service to him. I did not go into the times we played, so I thought I would focus on that in this post. The first night I spent with him, I kneeled below him at the table when we ate dinner. After eating, I served him an apple martini, made to his specifications. We fooled around a bit but I don’t recall much else of what happened that evening. In the morning, he went to work and gave me a list of things to clean in the house. He came back at lunch and inspected what I had done, expressing how pleased he was with me. Then he took me to his dungeon.

It was appropriately located in his basement, which was small but had just enough room to offer variety in play. At the bottom of the stairs and to the right was a St. Andrews cross with whips hanging on either side. To the left of that was a futon for aftercare and fucking. On the other side of the futon sat “the tower”. It worked just as a wooden horse does, but was constructed a little different. There was a tall wooden pillar with a removable block near the bottom that could fit into different slots depending on the height of the submissive being used on it. Once seated on the tower, the submissive’s ankles could be tied so her kneesBDSM call preview 3 pointed down, causing immense pain to her pussy as her weight pushed her harder on to the block. On the far side of the dungeon was a chair that a person could be tied to with legs spread for various types of torture. Mister built all of the furniture with incredible skill. Opposite the BDSM furniture was an armoire which held implements for beating people, items to do electricity play and needle play, hoods, cuffs, sounding instruments and more. The walls were painted red and the floor was covered with mats suitable for wrestling.

When I saw the dungeon for the first time that afternoon, Mister didn’t have a lot of time to play with me so I only got a taste of his sadism. He had me stand facing the St. Andrew’s cross and instructed me to raise my arms up, hold them out at a “v” and place my hands on the top of it. I watched out of the corner of my eye as he got a whip off the wall. There was a pause as I stood there naked and terrified. My pussy started to leak. He cracked the whip in the air so loud I jumped and then he began striking it against my back. Before that night, I had been struck by hands and a belt; both delivering what kinky folks call “thuddy pain” rather than “stingy pain”. Often times, submissives and masochists have a preference in type of pain. The whip that afternoon was my first taste of sharp stingy. It would be much, much later that I realized I prefer thuddy, but will eagerly take stingy to please the person hurting me.

I took the pain and after he left to return to work, I admired the red marks in the long mirror in the dungeon, in the bathroom and later, at home.

Some weekend later, I arrived at Mister’s house after a long week at work. He pushed me against the wall in the kitchen and kissed me hard. He told me to make him an apple martini, a drink for myself and to meet him in the dungeon. When I got there, I was trembling. Mister had a very imposing way about him. He was 6’5’’ and as he often said, his skin color (a dark black- but his race did not add to my fear, personally) and bald head did not help. His Fetlife page showed his list of kinks which were heavier than others and within his pictures were images of very bruised women he played with. He would say he was put off by the fact that people thought he was scary, but I think he secretly liked it.

I kneeled in front of Mister where he sat on the futon. I handed him his martini and sipped mine. He had his laptop in front of him and a tripod with a camera on it facing the St. Andrew’s cross. He asked if I was ready and I nodded and took a big gulp of my drink. He told me to stand in front of the cross and he put boxing glove like things on my hands as the broadcast to his cam show started. He lifted my mitt-covered hands straight above me and BDSM call preview 1chained them to a hard point in the ceiling. Then he put a hood over my head and began beating me. He used a baton on my thighs. He had a habit of doing even hits. Four medium-hard hits to my left thigh, two hard ones, three more medium ones and then a whale. He would repeat this on my right thigh. I hated the rhythm of it. I loved the play, but knowing it would end in one extraordinarily hard hit at the end gave me an unpleasant feeling of anticipation that I never ended up shaking in the time I was with him. He beat my breasts with his fists and kicked my cunt with his boot. Then he stood behind me and pushed my face up to his. I liked the feeling of closeness. He started to choke me and after squeezing my throat a few times, I passed out. He must have noticed something because he asked if I was ok. I said, “yes” but found out later that it was the wrong response. He didn’t actually know that he had choked me out and considering I had passed out, I was supposed to say I wasn’t ok. But he didn’t know it at the time, so we continued playing.

He removed the hood and unchained my wrists from the ceiling and pushed me on my belly. He started flogging my back. I love the flogger. Even when it’s incredibly painful, it is my favorite implement. On its own, it probably wouldn’t have caused me to break down, but I was frightened after passing out and after a few more strikes of the flogger, I started crying for the first time in my experience as a bottom and submissive. The play ended then. He gave me a little aftercare- mild snuggling and showed me what the people viewing the cam show were saying in the chat room.

Some weekend later, Mister threw a party. I helped him prep for it and shyly mingled with his guests once things got going. I met a lot of Mister’s friends for the first time that night including a man they called Iron Hands. He was an avid rock climber and his hands had become so tough he earned that name. At some point, I was standing near the basement door when Mister turned to Iron Hands and said, “get her”. Mister grabbed the hair at the back of my head and Iron Hands pushed me to my hands and knees. Mister forced me to crawl down the basement stairs and when I got to the basement, Iron hands started beating me with his hands, sometimes open and sometimes balled up in fists. He beat me for a long time. Sometimes even kicking me. He would ask me questions while he hurt me and my response was always, “I don’t know.” I was so meek in my submissive position, I couldn’t answer him in a more straight forward way. My response always made him laugh before he’d hit me again. After a time, he had me on my belly and he used a chain to hog tie me. Finally, it hit me. This man was in incredibly good shape and he wasn’t going to get worn out before me. I never wanted to call “red” (the universal shout to stop), but I asked him, “Am I going to have to say ‘red’? When will you stop?” and his response was, “I’m not going to run out of energy any time soon.” So I said it and he stopped beating me.

My time with Mister was full of excitement. A lot of parties, a lot of play and devoted service from me. It was relatively short – only three months long, which was as long as my second D/s relationship with Michael (more about that in a future post), but an experience I’ll never forget.

Why I’m not Having a lot of Sex

Since November of last year, I haven’t been having much sex with my boyfriend. This has been one-sided. He seemed to have lost interest and I thought perhaps his sex drive went down because he is approaching 40, which from what I understand happens sometimes with men. A side note, I’ve heard some women get hornier around the time some men start to lose interest, but this hasn’t happened for me yet. I’ve always had a good sex drive and it hasn’t gotten higher or lower. It turns out the reason my boyfriend is losing interest isn’t a mystery to him and it isn’t about his age. He is clear on why he lost interest and he tried to tell me a few months ago, but it didn’t sink in for me until he repeated the reason when we talked last week.

My boyfriend has a dark side, mostly when it comes to his sense of humor. He is also pleasantly open minded. But overall, he is a straight-laced, mostly vanilla sexually (which I don’t mean in a bad way at all as I have no issues with those who hardly stray from the norm, I’m just not one of them) and the kind of guy who always wanted the white picket fence sort of life. I am not that way. I have always been attracted to dark, mysterious, out of the norm kind of things in all aspects of life, but most notably when it comes to sex. Much of my attraction to the odd things in life start and end with learning about these things but when it comes to sex, I actually want to do many of these odd things and when it comes to BDSM, it is a part of who I am.

I have had fantasies about control since I was young. The fantasies became sexual and included pain play when I grew up and became a sexual being. I met my boyfriend when I was 24. A few months before he proposed to me, in 2010, my sister introduced me to Fetlife. I like to call it the kinky Facebook. It’s a social networking site where people can explore BDSM, polyamory and all manner of kink and fetishes. I started reading about what people were doing through Fetlife and continued to do so while I was planning my wedding. I don’t understand or even remember the exact progression of things, but a month before the wedding, things came to a head. I got freaked out about the idea that I felt I might be submissive sexually and romantically and that I might never get to explore it. The feelings of submission, which included a nearly daily session of fantasizing at night to help me fall asleep since I was about five years old, were powerful. It was terrible timing. I didn’t want to break my fiancé’s heart, but I had to do it. I broke off the engagement.

Over the next two years, I did things in the BDSM community including giving myself over to two dominant men (one who was extremely sadistic and the other who was into pain as well, but was more notably interested in exploring the dynamic of a D/s relationship), had a few trysts with other kinky people, met a service submissive with a strong foot fetish who I topped for several months and got involved with some kinky women including my girlfriend, Aubrey. In that time, my boyfriend and I got back together and broke up twice (both times because I decided to explore kink some more) before getting back together and staying together a little over two years after the first break up.

A year into our newest reunion, I told him I’d like to start exploring kink again, but this time with him. This was in November of last year. All I had to do was say it. It was enough for my boyfriend to lose interest in having sex with me. He isn’t withholding as punishment, it’s more organic. He still looks at me and is attracted to me, but he sort of doesn’t feel it, if that makes sense. He knows he likes my big, round ass and breasts. He thinks I’m beautiful. And he’ll smack my butt, squeeze my breasts and pretty much behave in all the ways he used to, except when it comes to sex. He is afraid I’ll leave him because I want to explore BDSM again and it’s because this is the reason I broke up with him the last three times. For whatever reason, this fear is affecting his desire to fuck me.

We are actively looking into ways to fix the issue and we are still having sex, it’s just far less frequent. I am confident we’ll figure this out. My boyfriend and I have been together for twelve years (minus the two years after the engagement ended). We have been through more difficult trials in life individually and as a couple than this. I’m just glad that we’re both clear on the reason our sex life has slowed down. It’s a start. I question whether or not I should post this to my work-related blog, but I have decided I will because, as I’ve said before, I want to be authentic on my blog. This is not very sexy, but it is the truth.

Away for a Week

I won’t be taking calls for the next week. I’ll be back at it Monday, July 27. I thought I’d share some other Flirt’s listings, in case you’re looking for someone to play with in place of me! These Flirts are the real deal and give stellar service:

Boob Delicious Candy – a close friend and knock out who offers cam and phone sex.

Aubrey with Art – my dirty girlfriend for cam and phone sex.

Goddess Natasha – a real-deal dominant Goddess for phone sessions.

Confessions of Mona – a seriously hot MILF for phone sex.

Hope to talk with you when I’m back to taking calls!

xoxo

Lucy

A Day in the Life of Lucy 3

In between calls, I’m usually doing what I like to call “back end work” (bring on the jokes). This includes working on posts for my blogs, Tweeting, updates to all my sites, running ads and sometimes working on content (videos, editing pics, audio, stories, etc.), though I usually do this kind of work on Wednesdays (my day “off”; meaning I’m not taking calls, but really I am working). My boyfriend is working on getting his bachelor’s degree and just took a class that I should take! It’s a customer relations class having to do with social marketing. I stole his book and will be reading it between calls in the next few weeks.

When I’m done with that kind of work, I often pull up Age of Empires, a strategy based game that I’ve been playing off and on for years. It’s mind numbing and a sort of therapy/way to pass the time.

I decided to do a day in the life of Lucy last week and for whatever reason on this particular day, I ended up staring into space a lot. I didn’t notate when I was doing this, but you can pretty much fill in all the gaps in time with me staring into space. It is really odd that I did this at all because I’m not the type of person who likes meditative time (though I do occasionally enjoy intentional meditation). One of my close friends loves waiting rooms because it gives her time to think. My boyfriend hunts and spends most of his time in the tree stand letting his mind drift. I hate time like that. I like to either be active or numb my mind with TV or a video game.

Anyway, here is my third installment of a day in the life of Lucy. Like the first time I created this type of post, I didn’t take the best notes and it’s been a few days and it’s a struggle to backtrack, so some of the detail on the shows and calls are lacking:

  • Chatted w/ some callers
  • Worked on pics
  • Cam show rough fantasy
  • Cam show – he talked about either me fucking his ass with a dildo or him being fucked by another man while he licked my pussy
  • IM session with Nick (I offer IM/Sexting on my non-NiteFlirt site). Nick likes to do detailed stories, usually involving a slutty character named Selena. This time Selena was working as a bartender and one of her customers takes her into the bathroom to snort cocaine and fuck. Nick lets me take calls in between IMing him, so we broke a few times so I could take calls.
  • Cam show with a sweet man. He fucks me in the role play (I fuck my pussy with my dildo). Then he had me suck his cock until he came in my mouth (I sucked my used dildo in front of the cam).
  • Continue IM session with Nick
  • Phone sex only call with a sissy. He told me about how he got fucked and sucked cock earlier that day. I’ve talked to this sissy a number of times before. He likes to call me to cum with me after he has hot sessions with the men in his life. This time, he jerked off while parked in his car.
  • Finished IM session with Nick
  • Lunch
  • Talked with caller about doing a show this afternoon
  • Chatted with caller
  • Did rough sex cam show
  • Dom cam show. He talk about hurting me and called me a fat whore (which is the kind of humiliation I love).
  • Long show with new caller- watched black male/white female sucking and fucking porn. He showed me his cock and jerked it while fucking and sucking toys for me. Had me fuck my black toy, white toy, suck both and masturbate. I came three times.
  • Responded to emails from callers
  • Panty boy cam to cam. He licked his pre cum. I told him I’d sit on his face and make him lick me while he jerks for me.
  • Listened to music between calls
  • Exchanged emails with fellow cam girls.
  • Anal show
  • Chatted with a caller about show
  • Texted pics of me in my lingerie to my boyfriend

Active Summer

FC 4There are so many fun things going on in the next month. In less than two weeks, I’m going on a much needed vacation to the beach! I can’t wait. I haven’t been on a vacation longer than a few nights away in over four years, and I’ll be away for an entire week! My boyfriend, his sister (my close friend) and I rented a condo with a community pool at the beach. I can’t wait to swim all day in the ocean, get in the pool and bar hop at the boardwalk at night. I think my sister and her husband are joining us for part of the week! My brother-in-law is a talented cook and promised he’ll make us a nice meal while we’re there.

After that, the festivities begin for Aubrey‘s wedding. First, she’s having a co-ed bridal shower BBQ. It falls on the day I get back from my vacation, so I’m hoping I can swing it afterFC 1 traveling. She just nailed down a date for her bachelorette party. This should be a crazy night because Aubrey knows how to party. A week later, she gets married in the park.

Somewhere in there, Aubrey and I are having another photo shoot during which her fiance will be taking pictures of us and making videos. As seen in the pictures in this post, he has proven to be a talented photographer, even with no previous experience.

FC 3Finally, I’m closing out the summer by celebrating my boyfriend’s 40th birthday. I believe he’s buying himself a boat and I love the water, so I’m very excited about this. He’s been looking at sailboats, which is cool because I already love spending time on my parent’s sailboat.

I’m happy this will be an active summer.

About the Fire

Last Wednesday, I put a bagel in the toaster and went downstairs to the basement where I work to continue working while it toasted. I was thinking of my boyfriend’s toaster which is slow to toast. I had forgotten that my friend’s toaster is super quick. I was downstairs about five minutes. Unfortunately, the toaster was old and had a faulty “pop out when done” button. I told my friend whose house it is about the toaster and we should have replaced it a year ago, but we didn’t.

I smelled the bagel burning. As I went up the stairs, I smelled an electrical fire smell. The toaster had decent flames coming off it. I yanked the plug from the toaster. I then looked around for the fire extinguisher and couldn’t find it. I thought about trying to smother it or throwing water on it, but I knew there were some instances where you shouldn’t use water so I didn’t do anything.

My dog came up the stairs then and the fire started spreading. All I could think about was my dog’s safety. I grabbed the phone and dialed 911. I considered getting my cat, but she’s skittish, even with me- even without something scary happening so I left her. I ran outside. I got the neighbor’s out of their house (the houses are attached). 8-10 min. later the fire department arrived.

The kitchen is gutted and there is water damage in the basement, broken windows from the firemen- even some damage to the second floor. The house is uninhabitable for an estimated four weeks to three months, based on estimates from the experts my friend is working with to put her house back together.

I put a message up on Twitter the day it happened explaining that because I caused the fire, I will be paying my friend’s insurance deductible and other costs that come up. The costs involved with the fire are far and above what is comfortable for me to pay. If you feel inclined to help, you can do so by purchasing a goody bag or by doing a phone sex or cam call with me on NiteFlirt. It would help me immensely if you would simply coming to me the next time you get horny!

My cat was rescued by a fireman. She received emergency treatment and is doing really well. She is back to normal now, I am only hopeful there isn’t long term damage to her health because she was breathing the smoke for about two hours. Things are moving quickly in terms of getting the house repaired. I am only left with helping my friend with the logistics and dealing with the guilt. But I will survive.

Rented a BDSM Dungeon

A few weeks ago, Aubrey and I rented a BDSM dungeon where her boyfriend (my ex-Dominant), Michael and a photographer friend of hers shot pictures and videos of us. Aubrey’s fiancé, R showed up a few hours in to help out with the shoot as well.

BDSMFC3After about an hour of Michael and the other photographer setting up lighting and the first set area, we got started. For the first set, we had a bed set up in a very dingy looking room with chains, gags and scary-looking implements hanging on the wall. We put on sexy bra and panty sets with satin robes over top and stockings and heels on our legs and feet. We slowly removed most of the clothing while Michael and the other photographer snapped away. After getting lots of pictures, Michael videotaped Aubrey fucking me to orgasm with the strap on, me sucking it on my knees and me cuffing Aubrey spread eagle on the bed, beating her pussy with a strap. Her pussy got so red and though it wasn’t planned, I made her cum with the vibrator because her pussy got so wet from the beating. I also licked her cunt until she came again on my mouth.

Next we moved to the medical area of the dungeon. Aubrey played doctor. She gave me a breast exam and opened my pussy wide on the gynecological table. Before the shoot, I was aBDSMFC8 bit nervous about having R see me naked. At that point, I wasn’t too worried about the other photographer, though I didn’t know him. I have done shoots with professional photographers who are strangers a number of times and Michael has already seen me naked and had me in very vulnerable positions in the past. But I was a little nervous about R, as he is a friend. It was when I had my feet in the stir ups and my pussy spread wide that R walked in and it made me nervously and hysterically laugh for quite some time. In fact, I kept pushing out the speculum out! All my nerves went away when Aubrey climbed on the table with me and we started making out though.

The next scene was extra fun. Michael is very skilled with rope and helped Aubrey and I take turns stringing each other to a hard point so we could take turns beating each other up. He didn’t do anything as elaborate as his skill will allow BDSMFC13(there is a great example of this in this goody bag, where I include one picture of me tied in his ropes with his cum on my face), but it was still hot being tied up again. My very favorite part of the day was Michael spontaneously adding rope to the chain of my nipple clamps, pulling it above my head and through the ring at the hard point and back around to tie the other end to my ankle after he lifted it off the ground. I stood on one leg for quite a while hoping I wouldn’t lose my balance, causing the nipple clamps to be yanked off.

Next, Aubrey got on a spanking bench and I beat her ass crimson with my hands, a braided flogger and a rubber pipe-like implement, which lead to my second favorite part of the day; seeing the puddle of pussy juice Aubrey left on the bench when she got up! It was so hot BDSM FC1and the perfect way to end our day in the dungeon. We will definitely be booking the space again sometime in the future.

Both Aubrey and I will be adding these pictures and videos as goody bags for purchase soon!

A Day in the Life of Lucy 2

Thought I’d share day two of “a day in the life of a cam girl”. I got an early start on this particular day which brought about a lovely surprise call from an old regular I haven’t spoken with in quite a while! The day started at 6 am:

  • Call from old regular who hasn’t called in a while. Suspect he’s calling from out of the country based on his accent (though I’m not actually sure). I think I may have missed him due to changing my hours a while back (used to start at 5 or 6 am regularly) and the time difference. Tease phone sex call. Teased with breasts and asshole then let him stroke and he came quickly and loudly.
  • Long cam show with submissive/sissy guy. He showed me pictures of himself looking sexy and girly while he watched me touch myself.
  • Talk to some callers on Skype and Candy.
  • Update blog.
  • Did hot BDSM phone only call. The role play was as follows… I no longer fucked my husband. He calls phone sex line while I’m upstairs. Realizes it’s me on the line. Goes upstairs to confront me. Yells at me for doing it and says since I advertise rough BDSM calls, that he’s going to make me feel pain. Says he’s going to fuck my ass since I never let him do it before. Fucks my ass hard, hurting me while I play with my pussy. Then comes in my pussy.
  • Research video editing program.
  • Send mass email.
  • Respond to some texts for non-NF site from potential and current callers.
  • Cam show, topless. Suck toy for him while watching him cum.
  • Respond to texts.
  • Take Dom call from someone who makes my panties wet with very few words spoken in that deep, sexy voice of his.
  • Research video editing program more.
  • Respond to texts.
  • Degrading call from regular who has one of the most unique fantasies/shows I’ve ever done. It is part M/s like, part “other-world” in that this is the sort of fantasy that is something that would never actually happen. Sort of like living in a comic book (which I think is how he presented the fantasy originally, if I’m remembering right). Always get excited when he writes me on Skype because I might get to slip into his world again.
  • Role playing cam show in which the caller caught me masturbating and we end up fucking.
  • Pantyhose cam show
  • Ate lunch
  • AOE for a few min.
  • Talked about potential shows on Skype.
  • Reply to texts.
  • Cam call with dominant caller. He fucks me without condom while I beg him to put one on, as I don’t want to get pregnant.
  • Caller does incredibly hot cam to cam show in which he buries face in ass, fucks my tits, licks my pussy then fucks me.
  • Talked about shows on Skype.
  • AOE for a little while.
  • Received and responded to email from fellow cam girl exchanging ideas.
  • Cam to cam jack off session. Lick pussy from behind. Fuck me.
  • Talked about shows on Skype.
  • Heavy BDSM call. Cane, cuffs, anal toy, dildo in pussy and nipple clamps.
  • Skype, texting and emails about calls/shows.
  • BDSM discussion call with a man who has called me a few times now. Always enjoy discussing his experiences and having him question me about my sexual history (in particular as a submissive, but also generally).

Florida Photo shoot

4previewMy vacation visiting Candy in Florida was perfect! I got a taste of summer over the four days in paradise. We swam in her heated pool, relaxed in the hot tub, had many tasty meals including mussels twice (one in a light cream sauce with wine and one in a tomato, mushroom sauce with a kick), I got a mani-pedi and watched a gorgeous sunset over the water from a beachfront roof top deck. Aside from getting much anticipated face time with one of my closest friends, the highlight of the vacation truly was making a new connection with a really cool friend of Candy’s, Mona. And then of course, there was the photo shoot.

Candy, Mona and I loaded Mona’s new flogger, a bunch of slutty outfits and heels into Candy’s mustang and headed to Candy’s photographer friend’s fabulous house Friday evening. The action began nearly the moment we walked in the door. Mona stripped without waiting for permission and Candy and I were quick to follow her lead. Soon, the three of us were in hot outfits taking turns with the flogger while our photographer (turned pornographer) snapped away. Candy was absolutely gleeful while holding the flogger. I think she enjoyed being able to hit as hard as she liked on my ass. I don’t think she held back and it showed! My ass, particularly my right cheek got pretty red by the time she was done. The best part was listening to Mona’s reactions. She is rather kink-light, at least when it comes to sadomasochism. It was all captured in the pictures! Our photographer was super professional and great fun to work with, but I must admit, the best part was getting a “here we go” out of him when one of us would get spread eagle and show off some pussy.

We switched from lingerie to bikinis and hopped in the tub next. It was fun being in the company of two hot women, stripping out of our suits and holding up our tits for comparison. Mine and Mona’s are far from small, but look tiny compared to Candy’s!

The pictures are already packaged as goodies on Niteflirt, ready to serve as jack off material!

We took some really great videos as well, including hot tub teasing, a punishment scene for my butt and we even got Candy on her knees for a bit! Unfortunately, the videos were accidentally erased. It really is a shame because Florida is so far away and I don’t know when we’ll get to do it again!

My time with Candy could not have been more perfect. I’m sure it won’t be long before I get the itch to visit again.

Heading to Paradise

Time has been moving so quickly. I’ve been keeping busy and hardly noticed the three plus weeks that has passed since my last post here. I’m gearing up for my trip to visit Candy. I leave next Thursday and I’m sure the visit will be a whirlwind of fun. I know we will be going to the beach and swimming at her pool for sure. Based on my past trips to visit her, I’m sure most evenings we will watch the sun set over the water. I’m hoping we will get to this museum she’s been telling me about too.

Candy is working on setting up a photo shoot for both of us. If it works out, I’ll be coming back with some photos I can post here, some nudes I can sell as goodies and maybe even a few shots of us together! I originally thought I wouldn’t take calls on this trip, but I’m thinking I might. If I do, it will be phone sex only calls, no cam. If you’re interested, check my Niteflirt page to see if I’m available. I won’t be signing on to Skype or Yahoo. The dates I’ll be gone and possibly taking calls are Thursday, April 30 – Sunday, May 3. I should be back to my regular schedule Monday, May 4.

A Day in the Life of Lucy (with Aubrey)

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Last week, I posted about my day. This week, I thought it would be fun to post a day in the life of two cam girls. Here’s everything that happened when I worked a 2 girl cam and phone sex day:

  • Created Twitter pics. We kept laughing and had trouble making them.
  • Created photos for a guy who purchased dirty pics through our non-NiteFlirt site. Did one with us sucking either end of our double-ended dildo, one with us both fucking our pussies on it and one with Aubrey sucking it while it slid into my pussy.
  • Tweeted on all Twitter accounts.
  • Guy purchased session off NiteFlirt for later because he needed to take his Viagra first. We scheduled a time to play an hour and a half from when he paid.
  • Guy did 2 girl cam-to-cam nude show. Aubrey came on my mouth then sucked double dildo while fucking me while I vibrated pussy. I came. Then we double fucked the dildo and she came again. We watched him cum while we continued to fuck the dildo. He had a huge load!
  • Did our scheduled 2 girl show with the man who needed to take viagra. It was a 2 girl Domme show which included humiliation, spankings and jack off instruction while he wore a slip, nylons and panties. He even danced for us. We called him our “panty monkey”. Aubrey came on a mini Hitachi while we watched him stroke, then I did the same. We teased him after our orgasms and even flashed our tits at him after he performed tasks to earn a view of our nipples.
  • Aubrey got a solo call while I set up 2 girl text/IM session with Nick, a sexting customer from my non-NiteFlirt site.
  • Had a dirty ATOGM cam show session.
  • We did the text/IM session with Nick. He does sessions with me in which I create dirty stories with key components he gives me at the start of the sessions, usually revolving around a character named Selena. This time it was a story about her becoming “entertainment” for her friend’s father’s friends at a poker game. Story ended with Selena being used by all the blue collar, middle aged men at the poker game.
  • Aubrey got a solo call that lasted about an hour. I could hear her cumming over and over again from her room.
  • While she took the call, I ordered food, took her puppy out, played with her puppy a bit and chatted with men on Skype. Our food came and I ate (all before Aubrey got off the call!)
  • Aubrey got off the call and ate.
  • Call came in from a long time dominant caller who has been splitting time between us and occasionally does 2 girl calls and shows.  He ordered us to sit on chairs with our backs to each other. We masturbated with nothing but our heads touching. It was such a tease! I would have loved to finger Aubrey or eat her pussy.
  • Aubrey got another solo call.
  • Calls slowed down for a bit. We had coffee, talked, looked at some things Aubrey had delivered from Amazon. Replied to emails. Had a few chats on Skype.
  • Did a cat fight/foxy boxing show. We were wiped and ended the day afterward.

Foxy Boxing

webcam-toy-photo99Aubrey and I have been having a blast on (and off) calls and shows lately. See left for a picture from our latest attempt at a series of sexy pics to tweet. Yes it has big breasts and an ass that won’t quit, but what were we going for exactly? We giggled through a bunch of the pics we took that day!

We had so many fun calls, it’s hard to pick out the highlights but one definitely stands out. A man contacted us looking for a fake fight (or foxy boxing, as he called it). He wanted us to act like we were really hurting each other by moving and moaning like our fake hits were painful. As he and I went back and forth, it occurred to me that he might enjoy an actual fight. I offered up a cat fight at our extreme rate and he was game. For 26 minutes, Aubrey and I punched, kicked and slapped each other on cam for him. To the viewer’s particular delight, we pulled each other’s hair. Aubrey got the worst of it. I yanked super hard and beat her ass while she screamed into the camera until he came. It was hot play for us, as we are both masochists and a little wild, in general. Our chests were thumping and our pussies were dripping afterward. I think Aubrey had a touch of sub space going on too!

I just put up a month’s worth of dates that you can catch us on cam and phone. Tomorrow is a 2 girl day. Can’t wait to spend my day with this hot and amazing girl!

Cam Girl Throwback

Quick post to share some “throwback” pics from when I did cam the first time around. In case you don’t know my history, I started phone sex when I was 22 using stock model photos. I started doing cam when I was about 26. Did it for a bit, quit and worked in an office for five years and got back to it in June 2013 full time.

I thought it would be fun to share some cam pictures I took from that time. I might share some more cam pics and maybe even some better quality pictures later. These were taken via some program I had on my computer back then with one of the better webcams available at the time. The quality isn’t great. Also, I only showed my face on cam. I happened to take a few cam pics that showed my face, but most did not. Enjoy!

A Day in the Life of Lucy

I want to be authentic in what I do for work, here on my blog and in my cam shows and phone sex. This would not have been possible with previous jobs because, understandably, one is not authentic in all ways at most jobs. But I do want that with what I do now. I wouldn’t have expected to want that when I first got into this kind of work. It was definitely not taught to me. I started out on a fantasy site that used perfect-in-every-way sort of stock photos of girls we were to portray on phone. My mentor, another girl who portrayed one of the fantasy-like girls in the photos on the site often said to me, “you are a fantasy phone girl, nothing more”. And so I was, for many years.

When I branched out from phone sex and started doing cam about six years ago, I came across the website of an indie pornographer who did things in a way that was a far cry from the plastic world of simulated sex that I came from. I would read her blog as often as she would post and I was quickly hooked. I loved how honest she was. How raw her writing was. It was like I was in her head and what she thought, what while she wrote on her blog wasn’t always sexy, but it was always very real sounding and that was more sexy to me than what I had been doing for the many, many years prior to finding her blog.

Very honestly, I do not know how to be that way. I wouldn’t say that I’m the sort of person who cares what other people think. In fact, so many people in my life have told me that I always seem so genuine that it is refreshing… but while I can see where they are coming from, I also know that I am not raw, in the same way the indie pornographer seems to be. I tend to give off to people who I am but only after I’ve carefully examined and refined that in a way that’s acceptable for sharing.

While I’d love to throw out my inner most thoughts for the world to see on my cam sex girl site, I can’t help but worry about what it is that my callers and potential callers truly want to see. Even though I think it would be fun and exciting to be 100% authentic in what I share with my callers, I simply can’t just do it. So, instead, here is my attempt. A few weeks ago, I jotted notes down about my working day. I thought it might be interesting to some of my callers to see what I truly do in one full day (working hours only). Because I made the notes a few weeks ago and haven’t looked at them until now, I can’t go back and make the notes make more sense now. I may do this again and try to be better about getting back to the notes early enough to remember the details. Here the notes are, in the rough format in which I wrote them originally.

A Day in the Life of Lucy:

  • (Not on a call or cam, just on my own)… Masturbated to cock sucking/stroke off on face porn. Came in panties.
  • Ran ad on backpage
  • Quickie phone sex only call. Guy looked at pics of me while he jacked off. Told him about how I came in my panties earlier. Told him I’d like him to cum in my mouth.
  • Played Age of Empires (strategy computer based video game) for a few minutes.
  • Got text message for non-NiteFlirt site about a show this afternoon. Reminded me I owed some guys emails. Sent emails.
  • Played AOE again.
  • Got texts from more callers. Responded.
  • Played AOE again and more texting.
  • Wanker call came in for non-NiteFlirt site. (A “wanker” is a guy who never intended on purchasing time in the first place and instead messes with the cam or phone sex girl for as long as possible before hanging up. Often find I’m on high alert for wankers after getting so many in a row that I’m short and to the point with all potential callers.)
  • Called Candy to chat for a bit, but a call came in…
  • Cuckold call (more boyfriend who watches me fuck others than typical cuckold call).
  • Created and published post on FilthyCall.com and created and published post on my other blog.
  • Sent email response about a custom video.
  • Cuckold call (playful humiliation).
  • Lunch.
  • Played a little more AOE.
  • Got Skype add. Discussed pricing. He didn’t call.
  • Talked to Aubrey on the phone.
  • Talked to caller. Did boobs only show.
  • Did ridiculously hot Skype show.
  • Hot as shit tease PLUS heavy extreme BDSM show.
  • Did second show with guy who did ridiculously hot show earlier.
  • Did submissive phone only call with regular (a dominant caller who has been with me for a bit). It was a role play of going to a wedding, ending up in the bathroom to suck off other guests and finishing off with ass to mouth.
  • Had cam show on which I smacked my panty-covered pussy hard and then masturbated. It was a topless show, so he didn’t see my pussy. He came three times!
  • Dominant cam to cam show.

So Much to Look Forward to

There is a lots of fun to come for me. First, this Saturday I will be spending the day with the lovely Aubrey with Art taking two girl phone sex calls and cam shows. I can’t wait! I have fun going solo, but it’s always better when I’m with Aubrey. We’re doing it again next Wednesday. Next Thursday is my birthday! I plan on taking calls. I love the idea of celebrating with lots of orgasms.

I’m booking my flight soon to visit my friend Candy in sunny Florida! I am so excited to hang out with her again. The plans so far include time at her pool, at the beach, dining at my favorite restaurant in her area for the most delicious mussels I’ve ever had and we’re even going to squeeze in a photo shoot by a friend of hers. I bought a red bikini for the shoot. I’m about to turn 36 years old and this will be the first time I wear a bikini in public, which is a shame with tits and a butt like mine!

I love having so much to look forward to! Life is good!

2 Girl Phone Sex and Cam

webcam-toy-photo63Aubrey and I had so much fun last Monday doing 2 girl phone sex and cam! We did a hard core BDSM show that included a breast vice and braided flogger. We also had multiple orgasms on cam, did a D/s phone sex call and shared some vape and a cock on cam. It was super fun and we’ve already done some naughty things today! Here are our next two upcoming two girl dates:

Saturday, March 14, 10:00 am – 6:00 pm
Wednesday, March 18, 10:00 am – 6:00 pm

Hope you keep our pussies wet!

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2 Girl Phone Sex & Cam Sex

webcam-toy-photo58It’s a done deal, folks. Aubrey and I have scheduled days to get together for 2 girl phone sex & cam sex:

Monday, March 2, 10:00 am – 6:00 pm
Monday, March 9, 10:00 am – 6:00 pm
Saturday, March 14, 10:00 am – 6:00 pm*

*This date is tentative. Let us know if you want to see us on this day!*

Options for play include two girl phone sex, topless cam, nude cam and extreme cam. If you would like to quickly connect with us, please keep my contact me page handy for all of our listings.

You may also purchase my Skype ID through NiteFlirt (the button is on the contact me page, as well). Once connected on Skype, I can answer any questions you may have about solo shows, as well as two girl.

If you haven’t tried us out yet for two girl shows, here’s an idea of what you’ll see and hear… two genuine girls who are genuinely into each other. Phone sex can be anything from pussy licking to double-team domination. It all depends on what you’re into! Topless cam is great for teasing shows and more! We will masturbate and touch each other, you just won’t see our pussies. Nude cam shows are definitely a favorite. I love getting my mouth on Aubrey’s sweet pussy, fucking her with a strap on, playing with her butt plug while it’s buried deep and submitting with her to a hot Dominant. Extreme cam is set up so that one of us can take heavy pain while the other tops. We do BDSM shows under the nude cam rate, but if you are looking for one of us to be completely spent, the extreme cam listing is the one for you!

I can’t say how much I’m looking forward to this!

2 Girl Cam

Huge news! Aubrey and I will be doing 2 girl cam and phone sex again soon. We will schedule something son, so please check back here or on Twitter @FIlthyCall late next week for dates. I am so excited, I just wanted to let folks know right away!

Also, we will be adding the ability to do extreme BDSM shows with us. As some of you know, I offer extreme BDSM solo shows already. This option is priced right so that I have the ability to rest after taking a hard beating. If you want to try me out on that line, here is the call button:

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The price is $4.99/min.

The two girl extreme BDSM line will be priced so that one of us can top the other and provide a hard beating, for your pleasure. Aubrey has a lot of toys we can use on each other. More about this later!

Hope you’ll pencil us in for two girl fun, once I get the dates up!

 

 

Not Enough Sex

About a year ago, I read an article that quoted a study that found that couples who had sex one to three times a week from the beginning of their relationship would be likely to keep up that frequency throughout their relationship. The study found that couples who had sex more frequently than that would slow down to having sex much less as time went on. If I’m remembering right, the more rabbit-like couples would slow down to once a month or so.

I met my boyfriend over ten years ago. Minus a long break up three years ago that included a few short-lived reunions between us, we have been a couple since just about the day we met (we’ve been back together for over a year now). From the beginning, we were the sort of couple who had sex one to three times a week. An extremely satisfying one to three times a week and for me, to the point of mind blowing sort of satisfying, probably most notable because he is the first man whose cock I had an orgasm on.

I didn’t put too much stock in that study, but still felt good about our sex life frequency-wise and confident that we could keep it up after reading about it. The last three or so months have shut this confidence down. In the first month or so of this period, we slowed down to about once a week. Then it got worse. In the last eight weeks, we’ve had sex twice.

It’s true that I’m still having around four orgasms a day (rarely less, sometimes many, many more) on the days I take phone sex calls and do cam shows. I even sometimes find myself masturbating between time on calls. I’ll watch porn and get myself off and still go again the next time the phone rings. So, I guess things are good sexually Monday through Friday. But on the weekend, when I’m not taking calls, I am finding I’m going virtually orgasm-free. And even though I’m getting off a whole lot, I could still want cock. I want pre-cum on my tongue while I get my boyfriend’s cock hard, feeling his body pressed against mine while he sucks my neck and rhythmically plunges his warm dick in my cunt followed by the reward of a pussy juice covered cock sliding in my mouth a few quick times before exploding hot cum down my throat. Man, how I miss all of that.

Cam sex and phone sex is exactly what I want to be doing to make a living. I feel so lucky to have found a job that is not only fun, but gives me an outlet for all my kink. The variety appeals to me, as I am all over the place sexually. I even give enough attention to my favorite kink through my callers that I do not feel like I’m missing anything sexually because I have a mostly vanilla boyfriend. I had all of this and was having lots of fantastic sex with the man that I love. Now, something has changed. I’m not giving up on getting back to more regular sex with my boyfriend. In fact, we are planning on having sex when he returns home in an hour (it has come to a need to plan). Generally, it seems until we get back to more frequency (and spontaneity), I’m going to have to wear myself out on my toys and use my imagination plus my callers words to get a feeling of the warmth, taste and satisfaction of a real cock.

Kinky Girl in a Not So Kinky World

Just a quick update about why I’ve been so bad about updating my blog. When I got back into phone sex and cam sex full time again in June 2013, my life was very interesting and exciting, particularly sexually. I was still in the middle of exploring BDSM (both as a Top and a submissive). I had a boyfriend and a girlfriend. By September 2013, the boyfriend and I broke up and I found myself in a D/s relationship with a man (I was his submissive), I was still with my girlfriend and some where in there, I found time to top ps.

Throughout this time, I had a lot of things to write about. Then due to some serious and traumatic life stuff, I fell off track with posting. Things were at there worst in May 2014. Everything got better over time and in all honesty, there was no good reason why I couldn’t get back to blogging around the end of the summer. But that is about when my inspiration dropped.

By that point, I had long ended my relationship with my Dom and ps and I drifted apart. By September, my girlfriend and I decided to end our relationship romantically.

So here I am, a kinky girl in a not so kinky world. In the middle of all the changes, my ex boyfriend and I got back together and he’s vanilla. Though what we do in the bedroom is beyond satisfying, I suppose it’s not much to write about. Worst yet, we’ve slowed down our play time tremendously. More about that soon.

So there you have it. I used to have a good mix of work related fun to write about and a lot of interesting things to say about my personal life, but now I’m working with half the inspiration.

Sexy Resolutions

Happy 2015, my kinky friends! There is no better time for sexy resolutions then the start of a new year.

In truth, I’m not one for making a resolution for the new year. I always thought it was sort of cool to constantly work on improvement and made a silly point of avoiding the annual grand gesture long ago. This year is different. For the sake of keeping my blog a place for hot, naughty fun only, I’ll keep the reason to myself. The cause was extraordinarily moving, and the effect was that when I woke up on January 1 (and oddly not a second before), I allowed the feeling of change to fall over and penetrate me; causing me to think about what I’d like to see improve in my life.

So, here it is folks! A short list of the areas of change to my life that I hope will bring a smile to your faces and a hard on in your pants:croppedNF

  • Some small updates to the pages on my website which will include new pictures and possibly some updates to other parts of the pages. I’ll post an update here and Tweet as the changes are made so that you know when to check them out.
  • New Goodies! Including part one of a filthy store I wrote (which is not currently a Goodie Bag, but can be purchased here) and the long awaited part two, which is nearly finished.
  • New blog posts, after eight months of no updates! I’m hoping to produce kinky news about once or twice a month, possibly more.
  • New Tweets, which will likely include pictures you’ll never see on my blog so please be sure to follow me @FilthyCall.

I’m also working on changing one of my cam listings to offer an exciting service for dominant and sadistic callers. I’ve put a note in to Play Fair at NiteFlirt about what I can and can’t do with this listing. Once I hear back, I should be able to get the listing changed out. I’ll post and Tweet about it once the change is made, so be sure to check back.

No promises on whether or not this last change will enhance my life as a cam girl, but I will be signing up for classes at a sexy workout place at the end of next week. They offer floor/chair classes, pole dancing and more naughty, sweat-inducing fun! I’m super excited about it and based on the handful of classes I’ve taken there in the past, I have a feeling that this may mean I’ll be able to perform some hot moves for callers, but again, no promises. At the very least, it may help this slutty girl feel even sexier!

Before I sign off on my first post for the new year, I wanted to take a moment to thank my callers. I’ve been back at full time phone sex and cam for just over a year and a half and it has been a blast! I want all of you to know how much I appreciate you. Regardless of how we do it (phone sex, cam shows, text/IM sessions, quickies, marathon calls, etc.) and what we do (suck and fuck, love making, strenuous rope shows, wickedly creative beatings, foot worship, sissy play, cuckolding and everything in between), it is you, my callers, who make this the best fucking job I’ve ever had. I can’t say it enough. Thank you!

Jack Off Material: Filthy Stories, Pictures and Audio

Untitled5I have uploaded a new, naughty story and a few new pictures for purchase, here! I have also added the option to purchase custom jack off material, including audio, stories, cam pictures and high quality studio pictures.

I hope you will check out what I have to offer!

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As Mister’s submissive, Part I

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My younger years through age 33, I put myself to sleep with a unique sort of lullaby. No sooner would my head hit the pillow before I would start imagining scenarios that included surrender of control and receiving pain to and by a man or multiple men. It wouldn’t be until I was about 30 years old until I realized just what these fantasies meant.

As a young adult, a friend gave me a copy of Story of O for my birthday. I read the back cover and a few pages one evening and called her up the next day asking, “Why did you give me this book?” She said, simply, “You are submissive.” Years would pass with little more than a bit of dabbling in online chat before I would explore my submissive side.

First there was D. He lived many miles away from me. We had a brief encounter; my first involving pain. Then there was P, who helped me explore humiliation, pleasure, pain and rope. I may write stories about them at another time. I will start with Mister and Miss, two people I spent three months with just beginning to learn where I fall sexually and romantically as polyamorous, a service submissive and a masochist.

Mister identifies as a sadist and Miss is his submissive who identifies as a switch. We formed a triad relationship for a whirlwind three months. I followed Mister and Miss’ orders in all things, but as Mister’s submissive, I deferred to him above all.

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When it comes to service submission, this was the very best of times for me. Mister, no question, got the best of me to date. I have since become not as quick and happy to serve others and believe this is a good thing because it is very important for a submissive to give to those most deserving of his or her service. I had to learn this at some point.

I kept Mister’s house clean, ironed and laundered his clothing, cooked for him and when he cooked, I chopped things, kept up with the dishes and fetched what he needed to prepare his meals. When he hosted parties, which was on a nearly weekly basis, I was made to dress in a bra, apron, panties and heels. I would serve and care for his guests. Through it all, my panties

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(the few times I wore them) remained absolutely soaked. Mister had rules for me: unless given permission, I did not use furniture, I was naked in his home and I only ever called him Mister or Sir. Days in which I was not with him, I would text a picture of what I was wearing for the day in the morning and a naughty picture in the evening. I was required to wear an anal plug ten hours a week, spread out however I liked. I got credit for double time if I wore the plug while at work (at the time I worked in an office). I was permitted five orgasms a week, when not with him, but I needed to ask his permission before having these orgasms. I could date and play with others, but I had to ask permission and have discussion with Mister before doing so.

I loved the rules, the structure, giving him control and serving him. I craved receiving pain for him. I have not, before or since, felt the delicious fear I felt when playing with Mister. For the entirety of the three months with Mister, my pussy was a gushing faucet.

To be continued…

My Chastity Slave

An old email from a very special submissive sissy-boy, Chastity:

Hi Mistress Lucy

This is Chastity, your chastity slave.  I first spoke with you on May 3rd, I remember it like yesterday.  It had been I believe two weeks since I had placed the chastity belt on and was already pretty horny.  I was dressed in some of my favorite lingeChastity BeltsFCrie, a white bridal lingerie set that is my favorite.  I immediately fell under your control listening to your sweet voice and laughter. I think part of what hooked me on you was that during this very first call while locked up you pulled out one of your toys and pleasured yourself to an orgasm.  It was incredibly erotic to hear and such a turn on, I really wish I could have fully enjoyed listening and not thinking about how sore it made my cock ache in it’s cage. I am a bit saddened writing this and knowing it’s the only time I have gotten to hear DSC00753FCher have an orgasm. If there is ever anything I can do to help you orgasm or received pleasure you know I’ll do anything for you in a heartbeat. I was both disappointed and also excited that I was not allowed to orgasm, when I had done this several times before making a deal with myself to not unlock until I get permission from the phone sex operator they almost always allowed me out of my cage in a matter of minutes and would tell me to cum not even 5 minutes into the call. Thankfully Lucy knew exactly what I needed and has since given me everything I could hope for from her. I am very lucky to be able to consider myself her property and that she controls my cock and my orgasms. There is nobody else in the world I would want to hand over such power to.

May 24th; this was the second time I got to speak to Mistress Lucy, I remember being really horny at the beginning of the call since I had not cum at all the first time I spoke with her. The thing that really sticks out from this call was her making me spank my ass. I have never really been into pain or spanking but she wanted me to do it loud to where she could hear it and to make my ass red thru my panties. It was very erotic being told to spank yourself and imagining it was Mistress Lucy doing the spanking by her own hand. I was constantly remind the rest of the day who owns me every time I sat down, and it such a wonderful feeling that I am owned byDSC00755FC such a beautiful lady. I also informed her that I had a fake pussy toy that I was really hoping to be able to have sexy with, she laughed and said I would stay locked up and not even be allowed to use the toy but for me to place a pair of panties over the pussy and kneel before it as though it was her pussy and lick it thru the panties. I found this very humiliating yet also highly erotic. The way Lucy instructed me I truly felt I was kneeling right before her pussy I could even smell how sweet it was. It was like I was there, god I wish i was really there.  After some begging she did grant me permission that if I could cum while wearing the cage that I was allowed to do it but must cum all over the fake pussy. Even though cumming like this offers a brief second of relief it’s immediately followed by intense pain and frustration for me. I feel like I get the release but am left without really enjoying cumming. I think it’s what’s called a ruin orgasm, it’s the entire build up but then the pleasure is quickly pulled away from you is the only way I know how to describe it. Amidst still feeling frustrated Mistress Lucy then commanded me to eat my cum off the pussy and clean it up completely, she then told I was to leave the cum on my face until after I left feedback and then to go take a cold shower which I did as instructed.

On June 30th I spDSC00752FCoke hoping to get a chance to unlock and cum, my balls were very swollen and sore and really needed release. Mistress Lucy did not allow me to cum at all but promised if I called her back in a few days I would be granted permission.  Needless to say I was very disappointed but I knew that Lucy knew what was best for me. This call was very short but I remember her telling me how excited she gets watching cuckold porn and how she’d love to have her own cuckold slave.  This was all very new to me but I must admit hearing her describe it and to hear how excited it made her also turned me on very much. I won’t talk much on this as it’s kind of scary to think about and it also confuses me about how excited it makes me feel as well.

On July 2nd I spoke with Mistress Lucy and was very excited this was the day I was hoping she would let me cum outside of my cage. She did!! After about a month and a half Mistress Lucy allowed me to unlock my cock cage and slip it inside my fake pussy. I wish I could say I gave it a good pounding but I don’t think I made it longer then 10 seconds. It felt so good to finally get a good clean release without any of the frustration. It was very humiliating doing this while Mistress Lucy would laugh at me, making fun of me and telling me how I could only get a fake pussy to pleasure myself with instead of the real thing that I would probably never get and how it was good because I’d probably never be able to satisfy a real pussy and give it the pleasure that it deserves. She told me I did not deserve the real thing, which mad me sad because I know she was speaking the truth and now that she controls my cock even if I had a chance in the real world I would not even be able to do anything about it. Mistress Lucy immediately made me put the cage back on and made me promise to wait until I received her permission to cum or take the cage off.

On July 9th was the first time I spoke to Lucy since getting to cum outside of my cage. This call was probably the shortest of the calls I have had with Lucy, I remember after about 15 minutes of teasing Lucy began to talk about giving me a girly name. My initial reaction was one of fear, DSC00749FCI’ve always dressed in lingerie and done some slutty stuff before but to actually be given a girl’s name was very scary. Just a few short minutes after she told me I would soon be getting a girl’s name she commanded me to cum in my cage, which because of my nervousness over a girl name I was not able to cum on command and asked her if I may use the Hitachi to help me cum. Once it was vibrating against my cage I had no issues cumming and released pretty quickly to another ruined orgasm. This one hurt quite a bit I remember, I remember when I released how my cock would spasm but because of still being in the chastity belt it has no where to go and that’s a really intense painful feeling. I remember after this call how excited I was to learn of my new sissy name, once I got used to the idea it really turned me on like never before. I could not wait to talk to Lucy again to learn it.

My last call with Mistress Lucy was a very fun, She has recently changed some of her photos on NiteFlirt and there is one in particular that really drives me crazy, she looks amazing. I would love to see the whole set, she is such a beautiful person. It had been about a full month since I DSC00751FCwas last released from chastity and allowed to cum in the fake pussy that I have, and about 3 weeks since I had last spoke to Lucy. I was very nervous at the beginning of this call since I knew I would be getting my new girly slut name. Mistress Lucy made me use the Hitachi on my balls and rub it up and down the underside of my chastity belt, when it’s on the balls I am ok it feels good but not enough to make me cum but when it’s on the cage part i quickly attempt to get hard and want to cum really badly. By this point I was really desperate to get to cum outside of my cage, and I was very fearful that Mistress would only grant me a ruined orgasm thru the cage, after what seemed like forever being teased like this and begging to be allowed to unlock, Mistress decide to let me calm down and told me that she had come up with a name for me; Chastity, which seems very fitting for me. I am now Chastity.

This call was also the first time I really got a lecture and a stern warning from Mistress Lucy. She informed me she wanted to start giving me assignments to do between our calls together, writing this email was the first one, she wanted me to get a pen to write down exactly what she was wanting and I told her to give me a second, well I quickly learned my mistake and was informed I should always ask for permission for more time and address Mistress Lucy more properly. I felt very disappointed that I let her down and promised to myself I will always try to stay on her good side and make her as happy as I can. After writing down  my assignment the talk somehow changed to ass play and if I had any toys, I told her that I did own several dildos and a butt plug. This news surprised Lucy as we had never discussed it before and she asked if I had ever used them before with my ass. I embarrassingly told I had experimented just a few DSC00748FCtimes before but was not something I fully enjoyed doing. Well needless to say she had me take one of my dildo’s, I obviously took the smaller one that I have of the two and lubed it up as Lucy had asked me to do.  She then had me sit on it and ride it for her,  I must say after the initial pain it felt pretty darn good, hearing Lucy egg me on also made it pretty easier. I could tell the pressure was building up in me and riding it surprisingly felt like it was gonna make me cum, Lucy wanted to see if I could cum while wearing the cage without touching it at all, at first I was not sure I would be able to do this but when she started counting down I knew I was gonna cum for the first time ever without touching myself and while riding a cock. Of course if felt really slutty and humiliating but it also felt very good to release some of the pressure even though it quickly began to hurt. I was afraid this was gonna be it for the call with Lucy but to my surprise she told me to unlock my cage and begin to play with just the head of my cock. It did not take me long to quickly get right back on the edge while doing this, and thankfully my wonderful Mistress granted me permission to have a unlocked orgasm.  it was amazing, it felt so good after so long to get a full release, it really made my day!! She then instructed me that I would get to stay free from the cage but I did not have permission to touch it until I heard from her again.

It’s been two days since then and I had forgotten how great it feels to be free of the cage,  I do admit I miss it and feel like a part of me is missing. I also have to admit how incredibly  difficult it has been to write this and how exciting it is to relive all these wonderful great things and not be able to touch my free cock.  Almost as soon as I begin typing  it immediately grows and I’m not used to seeing it stand straight out, just like it’s beckoning me to play with it, like i used to do everyday. I hope this is what you were wanting for my assignment, please let me know if you would like me to expand on anything or go more in depth and I look forward to many more and your next commands.

Love Chastity

Thank you, John

Being a phone sex operator and webcam girl requires Snapshot 9 (11-17-2013 2-32 PM)long hours, lots of time spent in preparation for shows, work on one’s imagination, appearance, etc. I put in the long hours very happily. I enjoy my time playing. When you’re a hyper-sexual being like me, playing isn’t exactly what I would call “work”. I like using my imagination to weave role plays that my callers can get off to. I must admit, aside from eating a mostly healthy diet and the occasional yoga DVD, I don’t put much effort into my appearance body-wise, but I do spend a lot of time dolling myself up for shows. A girly girl like me likes the prep-work needed for shows.

So even without a verbal or written, “thank you” from my callers, I feel pretty fulfilled in what I do. I don’t need much more than the sound or visual of a man cumming to me to make me feel Snapshot 19 (11-17-2013 2-36 PM)thanked. But every so often, a man like John (not to be confused with this John) comes along. The John I’m referring to now is adorable, attentive, sexy (in the cum shooting out the top of his cock for me on cam kind of way) and, it turns out, generous. He sent this teeny, tiny piece of lingerie along a few weeks ago. Hot, isn’t it?

I feel like a princess, goddess and slut all wrapped up into one when it comes to John. We’ve only played a few times, but between the calls and the chats in between, this guy really makes me feel special. And he deserves my appreciation.Snapshot 23 (11-17-2013 2-38 PM)

Please, John, pull me close to you as we lay on your couch. Kiss my lips, move to my neck, feel me suck at your skin. Let me thank you with my mouth, my tongue, my hands… take your thanks by slipping inside me. Thank you, thank you, thank you…

A Call with John

Snapshot 3 (9-23-2013 12-37 PM)I wrap my rosy red lips around my dildo, look up at my webcam and slide my mouth down. I glance away from the cam for a moment to watch John stroke his cock, already wet with pre-cum. He’s lost, as he says, watching me; imagining I’m taking his cock, instead of my toy, down my throat . I slide my mouth up and run my tongue slowly over the head, “I worship your cock with my hands,” I say, squeezing a bit with my hands at the base. “I worship your cock with my mouth,” I suck on the tip. “I worship your balls and the sperm within.” I smile and look up at the camera again with my green eyes wide.

His face gets serious as he strokes faster, bringing himself to the edge. I canSnapshot 2 (9-23-2013 12-36 PM) see all the pre-cum dripping out as he slows down. “Your cock is perfect and beautiful. My mouth, my hands, perfect for your cock. Your cock belongs in my mouth. And my mouth, John, belongs around your cock.” John moans and strokes faster again.

I’m not touching myself. I’m focusing on John. I’m on my knees in front of the webcam, still looking up, shifting a little, feeling that my pussy is getting wet as I continue with the lines he gave me, “Watch me, John. WatcSnapshot 1 (9-23-2013 12-36 PM)h me give your cock what it desires.” I take my toy down as far as I can, imagining I can taste the leaking pre-cum. I move up and down, suck off the tip and say, “Lust after me, John. Lust after my sweet mouth. Cum in me, John. Fill me with your seed. I worship you.” Keeping my eyes on him, I hear him moan and I watch him cum all over his hand.

I smile and wave goodbye. I turn off my cam and hang up my phone. As I sit up, I marvel at how wet this man makes me.

Updates

A quick post about two changes to my blog:
I have added a Frequently Asked Question page to my site. Have a question that isn’t posted? Contact me via email or IM! Also, I am now posting my schedule daily, instead of weekly.

Coming soon:
School girl gets punished picture packs with my girlfriend Aubrey for purchase on NiteFlirt! They will be nude and they will be naughty! Here is a teaser: DSCN0533

The Spanking II: A Fantasy by a Service Submissive

IMG_2215“Actually ps, ” Miss Lucy began, before we commence with your spanking, there is one little thing that must be done. But even before that, look into my eyes, from your kneeling state, and tell me quite honestly, are you ready to do whatever I tell you to?”

“Oh yes, Ma’am, I promise, I will do whatever you tell me to”.

“You know, ever since you started calling me Miss Lucy, I sort of like that. Do not call me Ma’am from now on. It makes me feel old. You are the one who is old, not me. Got it?”

“Yes, Miss Lucy, I understand.”

“Good, now pay close attention, because I am going to give you some very specific instructions. Are you ready to do what I tell you to?”

Ps nodded respectfully.

“Ok, now I want you to go into my bathroom, and I want you to close the door leaving about one inch open. It doesn’t have to be EXACTLY one inch, just approximately. Then, I want you to masturbate. You can look around my bathroom and use whatever you like, if you need some lubrication. Just don’t make a mess. When you are finished, I want to see everything that comes out of your cock in the palm of your hand, and fix your pants and make certain you don’t mess up my bathroom in any way. Do you understand all of that ps?”

“Yes, Miss Lucy.”

“Ok, go to it. I will be waiting right here. Don’t keep me waiting long, you hear?”

Ps went into the bathroom to do his duty. He really didn’t understand why he was doing what she wanted him to. It just didn’t make any sense. Had she wanted to witness the masturbation, well that might have been a humiliating act. Letting his mind wander, if she wanted him to cum on her feet, well that would have been pure heaven. Knowing what would certainly follow. His licking them clean.

Ps felt lucky that he was able to catch everything, not that there was a great deal to worry about. The tricky part was getting re-dressed with one hand, the other hand being the holder for his cum.

It didn’t take that long. Ps was really anxious to get to the spanking. Also to perhaps find out why Miss Lucy had him masturbate in the first place.

He walked back out into the room where Miss Lucy was seated. He held out his cum covered palm.

“On your knees, boy.”

Ps complied.

Miss Lucy pretended to look closely at the contents in ps’ palm, and had an unsatisfied look on her face.

“Is that all?” A rhetorical question, obviously. “When did you masturbate last?”

“Last night Miss Lucy.”

Miss Lucy had not given him any specific instructions about when to, or not to, masturbate, so she simply took this opportunity to turn the tables on poor ps.

“Why on earth would you masturbate the day before you are supposed to see me? I want you desirous and on edge and completely dependent on me for the consent to have an orgasm. Tell me, ps, why would you masturbate just hours before you were to see me? Is that fair to me? Is it?”

“No, Miss Lucy, I am so sorry. I just wasn’t thinking. I am sorry. It won’t happen again.”

“Is part of the reason for your small amount of cum the fact that you have only one testicle?”

“Honestly, Miss Lucy, I have no idea. It might make sense that one would produce less than two, but since I have never HAD two, I can’t honestly say.”IMG_2306

“Ok, lets drop this banter. Go ahead and dispose of this mess. Right now.”

Ps began to get up to go to the nearest waste basket.

“Where the hell do you think you are going?”

“You told me to dispose of it, Miss Lucy.”

“Are you that dense, ps, boy? You are sub male, are you not? In your case, the word D I S P O S E equals ‘licking up’. “

“Sorry Miss Lucy, I don’t know what I was thinking.”

“Wait, ps, before you do that, I will help you out a bit. I’ll give it a bit more flavor, something to personalize it, to make this moment special for us. Is that ok with you?”

“Of course, Miss Lucy.”

Lucy leaned forward, over ps’ open palm, and she drooled some saliva, adding it to the fast melting smallish puddle of cum.”

“There, now it is more fit for consumption, don’t you think?”

“Yes, Miss Lucy, thanks for thinking of me.”

Ps went about his task. It was not a big issue with him, as though he hadn’t done this of late, it was something he had done many times in his life.

“Good boy,” Lucy patted ps on the head, after he cleaned his palm of the concoction.

“Now go wash your hands and come back here.”

In just moments, ps was back in place, on his knees before the seated Miss Lucy.

“I have something else to ask you before we begin our spanking.”

“Yes, Miss Lucy?”

“Look up into my eyes once again, boy, and answer me truthfully.”

“Yes, Miss Lucy.”

“I want to know EXACTLY what were your thoughts, fantasies if you will, that entered your mind when you masturbated in my bathroom. Even if it wasn’t about me, I want to know that. You won’t be punished any extra for any evil thoughts you may have had.”

Ps looked down and hesitated, obviously that he didn’t want to reveal his fantasy to her, for fear it somehow might not meet with her approval.

“Well, Miss Lucy, to be quite honest, and this is the type of fantasy that I have often, and one I am certainly not allowed to participate with anyone in, even with you.”

“What is it, boy, spit it out.”

“Well, Miss Lucy, I fantasized that I was made to lick out the cum of your boyfriend, from whichever hole he had just deposited it into your body.”

“Very dirty fantasy, ps. Do you mean to tell me that even if my boyfriend came in my ass, and I am not saying here that he, nor anyone else, EVER has, do you mean to say that you would clean that out as well? And do you think you could do that in real life, not just fantasy?”

“Yes I do, Miss Lucy, though I never have. But, like I told you, I am committed to my Domme, and not allowed anything of that nature.”

“I understand that ps. Well, you just let me know if and when you ever cease the relationship with your Domme, and I will do my best to make your fantasy a reality. OK?”

“Yes, Miss Lucy.”

“Not that I have to, but I am going to give you the main reason why I had you masturbate before our spanking.”

“Yes Miss Lucy?”

I went onto some of the Fetlife spanking groups, and chatted with a few of the more experienced folks, and one of them suggested that having you orgasm before the spanking, would take your sexual energy out of the session, and have the result of the spanking being more painful for you. What do you think about that ps?”

“Well, Miss Lucy, I had never heard of that before, or just rarely, but it does make sense to me. No question, that with males, once you take away their sex urges, they lose all desire to be good subs, or good lovers, or basically anything other than wanting to take a nap. So, I guess it is a good idea.”

“Very intellectual answer, ps. And I agree as well. Now, lets us get to one other topic before we begin, shall we?”

“Yes, Miss Lucy?’

“OK, I am sure you will agree with me, that given how excited you have been about finally convincing me to play with you, this spanking session, our first play together, is definitely much more of an excitement for you than it is for me. Is that fair to say?”

“Yes Miss Lucy, I would agree with you, though I surely hope that whatever we do, including today’s spanking, is also fun for you.”

“I agree with you, too. And it will be fun. But, if we are to be playing regularly, or even semi-regularly, you will need to provide me with more than just your coming over with sushi in your hands. And, I am NOT talking about money. Not at this point, anyhow.”

“Yes Miss Lucy, I’ll do whatever you want. Just name it.”

“Well, I have been talking to some of my kinky friends, and they all feel, that given your age, and you have admitted outright about all the free time that you have, that it would be completely within common sense in the kink world, given how you are getting a young woman to play with you, that you come over to my house once a week, for a one hour cleaning session. This weekly session would not include any treats. Perhaps, if I felt generous, you might be allowed to kiss my feet, but the weekly house cleaning will be all about just that – cleaning my house. Then, after each 3 weeks of cleaning, I will grant you a play session. Of my choosing. Not yours. So ps, these are my terms. How do you feel about those terms?”

IMG_2204“Miss Lucy, I would love such an arrangement. I have to honestly tell you that I am not the world’s greatest cleaner, nor the world’s cleanest individual, but if you show me what needs to be done, I am sure I can follow through with your instructions.”

“Good boy, I knew you would see things my way. Now, since I already promised you today’s spanking, I am not going to go back on my word, and we will be doing the spanking, without any cleaning today. See how nice I am to you?”

“Yes, Miss Lucy. I appreciate your compassion.”

“Now then, I am going to get ready to deliver your spanking.”

Ps wondered what she meant by “get ready”…

Planning to Play with ps, not a Fantasy

In my last post, I shared part I of a fantasy the service submissive, ps wrote for me. We will be getting together this Friday, in the evening. In preparation, I sent him a series of questions to understand what excites him and his limits- what is willing to do to please ME. I intend to share the rest of the series, The Spanking, but before I post the rest, I thought I’d share the last email he sent me.

Here it is:

Miss Lucy,

If it was your intention to get me completely worked up this afternoon, you have succeeded 100%. Just the line of questions that you posed, was enough to push me to the edge. And, your responses to mine, have put me over the edge. Not to say I have sought or achieved relief. I have not. Why rob you of my intense desire to please you.

Collars – I would be happy to wear one for you. If you cared to go to a shoe store, or any public place with me, for example, I would have no objection to wearing what would be considered an OBVIOUS ownership collar, with you. Years ago, it would have been very fearful for me, anyone who might get the RIGHT impression. I am long over that. I am not fond of upsetting vanilla IMG_1918 (533x800)folks, when they didn’t ask for it, but I am not afraid to unveil my true self in public – a submissive. I’d proudly wear a collar with you out in public.

Lube – I generally buy this brand called Astroglide, which they sell at Wal-mart, for jerking off or the rare occasion that I insert a butt plug.

A sissification chore – let me know, and I will comply.

Being ridiculed for jerking off? How wonderful that would be. My cock works, with masturbation. I get erect quite easily. If I have not orgasmed in 3-4 days, then having an orgasm is quite easy for me. If I had an orgasm the day prior, then I cannot guarantee that I can orgasm for you. In today’s case, I have not orgasmed in probably 5-6 days, as I recall. So, if it is your pleasure that I play with myself, I have no doubt that I can perform. Maybe I would feel awkward for a minute or two, but after that, I probably would be fine.

In your line of work, you aren’t physically around when men orgasm, via phone or computer or whatever, but I assure you, Miss L, that licking up my cum, would be my pleasure to please you. If that is something you desire. AND, while on the subject, if you tell me that you mentioned to any friends, that you had me lick my cum up, it would greatly arouse me.

Miss Lucy, more than anything, like I have told you multiple times, I want to please you. Even if it is primarily cleaning things or giving you pedicures, I would relish the opportunity to please you.

Anything else, would be icing on the cake for me. I would happily engage in any activity that pleases you.

Ridicule to the size of my cock, soft or erect, I am fine with that.

Making fun of me being a masturbator? It is true. For 99% of my life, my sexual release has come through masturbation. Whether or not that is humiliating to me, is to be discussed. As I ramble here, my greatest sexual pleasure in life, not that I am permitted to engage in it, is orally pleasing a female. i am not ‘wired’ to seek my own sexual relief, though left on my own, I certainly masturbate a couple of times per week. Formerly, every night, but in my old age, I can go nearly a week without needing said release.

Thanks for all your compassionate attention, I appreciate it,

Your ps

The Spanking I: A Fantasy by a Service Submissive

IMG_1907 (533x800)About a week ago, I received a pedicure from a service submissive, called ps. We talked about his interest in feet and giving pedicures, my work as a phone sex operator and cam girl as well as my interest in the foot fetish. After conversing over email a few times, I admitted that I have always wanted to have my feet worshiped and to explore my dominant side in person, something I have never done. I asked if he would be interested in helping me do this. He responded with great enthusiasm and in no time started sending me a series he called, The Spanking.

The story begins with a series of fantasy emails between us and into our first meeting, after the pedicure.

Here is the first part of the story:

From: ps

How are you doing today?

Listen, I must tell you, that ever since you wrote back to me that the idea of spanking me sounds like a lot of fun for you, I have thought of little else. I do not have a lot of experience at receiving spanking, nor at play in general, but as I say, since you wrote that, I can think of little else. I would make myself available to you whenever you like. You can have someone else in the home if you like, for comfort sake, whatever you want. Letting my mind wander forward, giving you a pedicure once a month, performing foot worship on demand, being subjected to your experimenting with the spanking of my ass, well, it is all just too much to comprehend for me. I can think of little else these days.

Over your lap,

ps

~*~

From: Miss Lucy

ps,

I am well, thank you. I appreciate your enthusiasm. I hope you appreciate my taking my time to consent to play with you. Let’s be real here. I realize you do pedicures, and I fully intend to avail myself of your pedicure services. I know you have a reputation. I also know that you don’t have a lot of home pedicures, and to have some young lady like myself want to schedule you for home pedicures is something that you are very desirous of.

There are a lot of people I can play with. I won’t rub your nose in it, but all of them are under 60. I enjoyed chatting with you last Sunday, but as a top who is learning, there are a multitude of asses that would present themselves over my knee for me to practice my spanking. However, that being said, I am willing to give you a chance to prove yourself. One reason is that I also want to have a foot slave. And, you know feet better than most. You described to me a foot worship session that you had, but the proof is in the pudding, as they say. I will be the sole, pun intended, judge, over your foot worship skills. You understand?

Let me tell you something else, ok? I have not been in the scene for long, but I am fully aware of ‘topping from the bottom’. Let me tell you right now, I will not stand for that shit. You will do as I say, and nothing more or less. You will take whatever spanking I decide to give you, and thank me for it, and even before that, BEG me for it, and you will do whatever else I tell you to do. Do you understand me?

Also, and this is MOST important. Whatever play I consent to doing with you, whether it be spanking, or ALLOWING you to worship my lovely feet or anything else, none of this will have any effect on your coming over once a month to give me pedicures. Do you understand that, ps? This is very important. Otherwise, everything is off the table. I want my regular pedicures. And, my friend wants hers as well. Comprendo? Good.

OK, be a good boy and think about things. And now email me and tell me that you agree with everything and that you can’t wait to be in my presence and do everything I tell you to. Got it?

Dominantly Yours,

Miss Lucy

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From: ps

Hello Miss Lucy,

Thank you so much for allowing me to proceed with our arrangement. I can’t tell you how appreciative I am, and how excited I am, to allow you to fulfill any dominant desires you may have. For an old guy like myself, this is such an exciting event for me.

Just let me know whatever I need to do. What time, what to bring, what attitude to bring, whatever. There is nothing I won’t do to accommodate your wishes.

Subserviently Yours,

ps

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From: Miss Lucy

OK ps, here are your instructions:

Come over on Friday at 3pm. I will text you the address. You are to bring me a sushi from that restaurant you suggested, after you get off work. Take a shower. Get me some flowers.

Come over with an attitude of obedience, but more than that, of appreciation, that I am allowing you, over many prospective applicants, to practice my dominant fantasies upon. You are indeed a lucky sub.

I will own you on Friday,

Miss Lucy

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ps arrived exactly on time on Friday. Not surprisingly.

“Hello Miss Lucy”

“Did you bring everything?”

“Yes Ma’am.”

“Set the food there on the table, and now get on your knees, and kiss my feet, and beg me to spank you. Tell me why you are worthy of my attention and why it is that you desire my spanking of your ass.”

ps got to his knees in front of Miss Lucy.

“Miss Lucy, there are so many reasons why I need to be corrected by you. Not that i am worthy of having an attractive 30 year old address my 60 year old needs.

For one thing, I was never spanked as a child. I think that my life might have been more productive if I had received some correction as a child. Not that my parents didn’t love me, of course. They did.

On a daily basis, I behave badly. I lie to people, I am not emotionally honest. I generally get away with anything I want, especially since I have 40 years of seniority at work. I desperately need your correction.

Please offer me some correction Miss Lucy. I beg you.

“Well ps. I appreciate your being honest with me. However, I am going to insist on your signing a document for me. I won’t discipline you unless you do. You can go ahead and read it, but basically it says, that whatever happens today, that you agree to provide me monthly pedicures in my home. You see, I will not risk getting my pedicures if you don’t happen to like what I end up doing to do you ass. I am sure you understand my motivation. If you fail to adhere to the signed document, then I will post this on Fetlife, and you will forever be known as a fraud. Not following through with your written word. Understand?”

“Yes Miss Lucy. I will sign. I will happily agree to do future pedicures for you, regardless of my experience today.”

“Good, ps, now beg me to spank you. Kiss my feet, and beg me to discipline you with what you deserve.”

ps bowed his head, and began to cover Miss Lucy’s feet with reverent kisses.

“Please Miss Lucy, please spank my ass. I have been bad. No one has been nice enough to take the time to offer me any correction. Only You. Please spank me as you see fit. I need this badly. I will forever be indebted to you.”

“Are you sure, ps? I am not a small woman. I can spank pretty hard. Are you SURE this is what you want?”

“Yes, Miss Lucy, this IS what I want. PLEASE spank me, as hard as you feel I deserve. Don’t heed my pleas of mercy. I need your correction. I will forever be indebted to you.”

“Ok, then, get over my lap. NOW. Pull down your pants. I am anxious for this to begin. I have actually been waiting years for this to happen. Now you are going to feel my pent up wrath. I hope you are ready for it!”

Playing with the Whip Master

Last week, I received a call from a very nice, very kinky and dominant man, Whipmaster. His tone was sweet and his mind was creative and after playing with him three times and chatting over Yahoo IM for a week, I fear I am hooked.

On our first call, I told Whipmaster that I had some jute rope. I had bought the rope a few years ago when I first entered the scene at a class I attended; the first event I went to which turned out to be the beginning of me turning my years of fantasies into reality. I don’t get to use the rope often. I want it used on me and my lover doesn’t have the skills yet. Whipmaster sounded excited and inspired when I admitted I had two lengths of it. He ordered me to tie the rope to the bed, glide it along my back and up between my legs. While laying on my back, Whipmaster told me to jerk and tug on the rope so that it would burn and stimulate my clit. I came.

We set up a cam show a few days later. Whipmaster ordered me to be naked when he called. I was to appear on cam with red lipstick on my lips, my 5 ½ inch heels on my feet, my dog’s collar around my neck and nothing else. Feeling very submissive toward my new caller, I did as he said and was happy that I had pleased him with my obedience. He had me repeat our first call so that he could actually watch me cum on the rope. Then he had me stand up and walk with rope wrapped around my body. I felt a little timid and a bit humiliated, walking around my apartment with rope up my cunt and nothing but heels and a collar on. But I loved it. At the end of the session, Whipmaster had me attach my dog’s leash to the collar and I wrapped the leash around the chair, pulling on the chair, feeling his control over me.

On our last call, Whipmaster had me lay back on the bed. He saw that I had my two lengths of rope wrapped beside me. He had me whip my inner thighs with the rope. I enjoyed feeling the harsh spank on the sensitive skin on my legs almost as much as knowing that Whipmaster was excited about hurting me.

Kinky toys: fishnet body stocking, leash, collar, chains, clothespins, locks, rope, cuffs and crotchless panties.

Kinky toys: fishnet body stocking, leash, collar, chains, clothespins, locks, rope, cuffs and crotchless panties.

To my incredible surprise and delight, Whipmaster decided to give me some kinky toys to use when we play. He sent me out with a shopping list:

Two 28-inch dog chains
One collar
One leash
Four locks with four keys

I went shopping on Sunday with a friend I met in the scene, Miss Loving. She and I started at a pet store. She was impressed with Whipmaster’s list and was double-impressed when she noticed that the store carried what she calls “people collars not dog collars”. The collar we picked out has a ring in the middle of the collar, rather than it being beside the buckle. Miss Loving explained IMAG1619that this location would actually be bad for a dog, therefore it is a “people collar”. We then stopped at Dom Depot and bought the locks.

I’m so excited about the fun I’ve had with Whipmaster so far. He has named me his bondage/pain (or b/p slut) and remote slut. As much as I enjoy quickies with my callers, it’s the relationships that develop between me and my callers that really make me want to turn my phone lines on. I can’t wait to see what Whipmaster has in store for me!

Giantess Fantasies Abound

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If you ask me, I think I have a pretty big variety of things that turn me on. Admittedly, some of them are considered odd by other people, but since when have you ever known me to really care about what other people think?

One of those “unusual” fantasies that I find to be a hell of a lot of fun is the giantess or Amazonian fantasy.

I’m 5’8″ barefoot in real life, so I’m used to being taller than a lot of people right off the bat. At some point along the way, I think I internalized and sexualized that feeling of “height = power” somehow. And that’s when I became a microphiliac!

Lucky for me, there are plenty of macrophiliacs in this world who love the idea of a woman who towers over them. Sometimes it means that I have to get a little creative, since there are quite a few men who are taller than my own 5’8″. I don’t mind that, either, though. That’s what heels were made for. Well, heels and sexy roleplay, anyway.

There may be no physical way to make me 30 feet tall, but I think that if you’re an Amazon lover, we can probably cook up a convincing roleplay story between the two of us that’ll be almost just as good. Don’t you think so?

I would love to pick up a little man between two of my fingers and do God knows what to him, so if you’ve got giantess fantasies, I’d love it if you’d give me a call!

Cum Fetish

I hear about all kinds of fetishes and fantasies from my callers. Whether I’m sharing in giantess, sci-fi, lingerie and stockings or vanilla fun (never, ever leave out vanilla sex), the phone play almost always includes talk about cum for me.

I have a huge cum fetish. Most of my callers find this out pretty soon into their first call with me. Early on, I start asking, “Do you have any precum?”, when I get close to having an orgasm I frantically ask where the caller wants to put his load; in my mouth, on my face, inside me, and when he has released I ask, “Was it a big one?”

My fetish works for most calls because nearly every call ends in the same way. Men who are into eating their own cum, are bisexual (whether they simply are on their own or are being directed by a woman) or are cuckolds, all cater to my desire in a special sort of way.

LipsThis fetish extends beyond talking with callers and into solo play. When I masturbate without the help of a caller, which occurs more often than one would think given how much I play with myself during calls, I am usually looking at porn online; creampie eating, cum shots and lots and lots of cuckolding videos (often skipping to the end when the cuck gets his prize). These clips instantly send signals from my brain to my sex, making it difficult for me to hold back.

On my to do list is to have a man ejaculate on my pussy, directly on my clit so that I can rub the creamy mess on myself. I hope to make this fantasy come true soon. I imagine it will send me over the edge with pleasure.

What is your fetish? Do you have a fantasy that you plan to turn to reality? Call me on my phone sex line, I look forward to hearing all about it.

A Brief Body Worship Vacation

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Sometimes, being a Femdom Mistress is hard work.

Don’t get me wrong–I’m not saying that I don’t enjoy it. That would be totally untrue. I absolutely love being a Domme and having submissive boys just falling all over themselves to serve me. I wouldn’t trade it for anything in the world.

On the other hand, there are times when a girl just wants to sit back, relax, and forget about all the responsibility that comes with owning a stable of submissives. But because I could never truthfully forget IMG_1194 (640x512) (450x360)about my darling slave boys, I don’t mind letting you tag along on my brief brain vacation, so long as you can do something to help with my relaxation.

Body worship fans? That’s your cue to come running out onstage. 😉

I would love to lie back in my favorite chair with my Mp3 earbuds in and a tropical drink in my hand while a foot fetishist worshipped my sexy size 10 feet. I think that would be absolutely glorious. Happy music, a good drink, and a foot massage (among other things)? Can you think of anything that’d be a nicer getaway for a couple of hours? I know I sure can’t.

Of course, if my little footboy did a good job, he wouldn’t have to stop at worshipping my feet. If he were able to put me in the right frame of mind, I expect I would be more than willing to let him work his way up my legs nice and slow…and possibly on up to my ass or other areas as well.

Do you think you’d be up for the task? Why not call Miss Lucy up, and let’s find out?

Foot Fetish Tease

1I have long thought of myself as the type of phone sex and webcam girl who has a gift for getting into her caller’s fetishes and favorite role plays, whatever they may be. I have a keen interest in all things sex, with a short list of limits and boundaries. I have been doing phone sex for over a decade now. I had an out of the ordinary set of kinks even before I started and found that it has only expanded since I started taking calls via my phone sex line. One of those additions to my phone sex repertoire, is foot fetish play.

My interest in feet goes back to my very early days as a phone girl. A somewhat submissive, mainly foot fetishist caller of mine taught me exactly how to please him with my bare feet. I would talk about my long toes, the scent of my feet, my arches, heels and toes. I would tell him when my last pedicure was and what color my toe nails 2were. I have rather big feet for a girl (size ten) and he liked hearing exactly how I would cover his face with them, smothering him with the scent. We talked about my feet while I instructed him on how to stroke himself. I would get him to the edge of orgasm and when he started to beg for release, I would make him slow down and wait. His sighs and whimpers caused me to giggle with joy and I would reward the weakness I caused in him with more talk about toe sucking.

IMAG1184Fast forward to my first year doing cam shows and I soon become acquainted with a now long-time caller, ADoc. ADoc likes clear or pink colored, well pedicured feet covered in sheer stockings. He likes seeing my eyes and hearing me nearly purr as I coax him to worship my pretty feet. I slip into a playful, dominant-like mode with ADoc, “Kiss my pretty feet, ADoc. Worship them. I want to smother you with my feet while you take in the scent of my heels…” ADoc is rather shy, or at least he is quiet on our calls. Every so often, I say the right phrase that causes him to make excited little sounds; moans, sighs and whimpers. The sounds I crave from my callers. The noises that, regardless of the subject of the call, send signals through my body and cause me to become wet and excited.

I like teasing ADoc. Two weeks ago, a girlfriend and I got pedicures. I picked a pale purple-pinkish4 colored nail polish and sent him pictures while the polish dried. My girlfriend and I giggled at ADoc’s responses, especially when he wrote in all caps. After our pedicures, we went to the mall and I told ADoc I would buy some stockings. I bought black, white and candlelight- all on the sheer side. When I got home, I took a bunch of sexy photos of my nylon-covered feet, knowing it would be a turn on for him. Being able to tease ADoc with my feet arouses me immensely and makes for hot times when we play.

Are you a foot fetishist? Whether you like sexy talk only, webcam or a combination of both, I encourage you to contact me! Bookmark me as I plan to post feet pics soon!

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Lucy’s Submissive Phone & Cam Sessions

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Hi there, guys! Let’s talk a little bit today about BDSM, shall we?

I should go ahead and tell you that I’m a switch. That means I’m neither totally dominant or totally submissive. I can go either way, depending on the general vibe that I get from my partner. Once I start leaning in a certain direction, though, you can count on me being totally submissive or totally dominant in that scene with that partner. I’m not the type of girl to do things in half measures!

Truthfully, I find myself leaning more and more to the submissive end of the spectrum nowadays, but every now, then right kind of submissive can turn my head and leave me longing to tower over him as he kneels at my feet.

I have long felt the call to be on my knees. I almost always find that type of man through my submissive phone sex line!

Pretty nice, huh?

Talking to real dominant men on the phone is always great fun. I especially enjoy it when they slowly lead me down the path from mild to wild. It can be humiliation, pain play, or a combination of both. When I make up my mind to submit to someone, that means that I am up for pretty much anything he (or she) can throw at me.

But there is one thing that’s even more fun than regular submissive calls, and that’s submissive cam sessions! I love doing things that my Dom/mes tell me to do, so if they can watch me as I do them, then that makes the whole experience that much more intense.

Are you interested in a submissive phone sex call or webcam show? I would love to make it happen for you. Why not give Lusty Lucy a call?