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New Schedule & Old News

I’m trying out a new schedule:

Here is my general schedule, EST:
I sign on week days approximately 1pm – 7pm EST (four to five days a week) and occasionally Saturdays; morning to mid afternoon. I encourage you to write me on Skype, Discord or via chat on NF to see if I am available.

Also note that I sign off NiteFlirt throughout the day. This happens when I am on a call or show through one of the other sites I’m on. This can sometimes happen for long stretches. Contact me via Skype, Discord or via chat on NF to schedule something.

Also, some very old news. Aubrey and I broke up about a year ago. I am sorry to say that we no longer offer two girl shows. Most everyone who used to play with us know this by now, but for anyone new stumbling upon my blog, now you know! I don’t update this blog at all anymore. I am slowly working on updates to my NiteFlirt listings. I may eventually work on FilthyCall and keep the blog portion strictly for updates like this, but currently have no plans to do so. We’ll see!

I’m excited about the new schedule. It means I’ll have less time for shows, but from what I’ve seen working it so far, I’ve packed in A LOT of shows with a lot of you guys! The less time bit isn’t exciting, but it means I’ll have more time to make videos and picture sets for my goodies on NiteFlirt! I am super excited about that!

2 Girl on Hold

Aubrey had her baby a few weeks ago, so 2 girl is on hold and will be for a while. I will be sure to update Twitter (follow me @FilthyCall) and my blog when we are back to it! You can also get on my mailing list on NiteFlirt by calling me or simply adding me as a favorite. I will send out mail with our schedule once we pick some dates. I also recommend getting on my list if you like free teaser videos and pics. I send them out to everyone, every so often!

I am, of course, still doing solo phone sex and cam on NiteFlirt!

Two Girl Cam and Phone sex

Cam Pics (472)I’m so excited to share with you that Aubrey and I scheduled some dates for two girl cam and phone sex! Here are the dates (EST):

Monday, February 15: 9:00 am – 7:00 pm
Tuesday, February 23: 9:00 am – 7:00 pm

It has been a while so we are both really looking forward to it!

More great news: in case you haven’t already heard, Aubrey is pregnant! There is something about a big pregnant belly that looks so hot! Her breasts have also gotten bigger and that pussy is just as sweet. I hope you’ll help me get her off.


Just want to make it known that I am trying out a new schedule, including availability on the days I had previously not taken calls:

Here is my general (and sometimes subject to change) schedule, EST:

Monday: 9:00 am – 8:00 pm
Tuesday: 9:00 am – 8:00 pm
Wednesday: By appointment
Thursday: 9:00 am – 8:00 pm
Friday: 9:00 am – 8:00 pm
Saturday: By appointment
Sunday: By appointment

A few things to note; sometimes I get used up and worn out early. Staying on until 8pm (and sometimes later) happens often, but sometimes doesn’t. I am now offering the option to make appointments with me on Wednesdays, Saturdays and Sundays. The best way to do that is by sending me mail on NiteFlirt. You can also contact me on Skype or Yahoo when I am online to make arrangements.

A Day in the Life of Lucy 4

It’s been a while since I’ve made a day in the life of Lucy post so I thought I’d get to it! On this particular day, I worked long hours. I was on from 8:30 am until 10:30 pm. Many things can happen in fourteen hours doing what I do and sure enough, all the things happened on this day! There was a lot of variety in the type of play I had.

  • Chatted on Skype about potential shows
  • Did a naughty role play on a cam show. The caller was my neighbor. One night, while my husband was out of town, he looked outside his window and saw me “entertaining” a man who was not my husband in my master bedroom. The caller showed up at my door and blackmailed me to suck him and fuck him.
  • Chatted on Skype about potential shows
  • Updated pages on non-NF website
  • Started to respond to an email from caller
  • Chatted on Skype about a potential show
  • Did a sensual domination cam to cam show in which I instructed this hot man on how to stroke to please me. He showed me his tongue, cock and a big cum load in his hand afterward.
  • A sweet and sexy man did a cam to cam show with me. He had me spank myself hard, as if I was over his knee and he was giving me the spanking. My butt was so red and it made my pussy very wet! He then had me stick my ass at the cam while I fingered my asshole with one finger and then two. He wanted me to fuck my ass with a dildo at the end, but he got so hot watching my fingers that he came before we got to it!
  • Continued updating pages on website
  • Chatted on Skype with Aubrey and some potential callers. Wrote an extra fun sadistic dominants I’ve been playing with for a while. We made some plans for a show with Aubrey beating me for him next week. I think we’re going to try to bruise my butt, aka the beast (because it doesn’t bruise easily).
  • The same sadistic dominant ended up doing a show with me right then! He had me bind my breasts tight and then put a bra on them before they got swollen. I beat the tops of my breasts for a bit before he had me take the bra back off. He ordered me to insert my butt plug in my ass and a dildo in my pussy. I sat on them and used the tension rod from mini blinds as a pervertible cane to beat all over my breasts. I put on my nipple clamps and he had me lift them by the chain while I caned my breasts some more. Finally he let me cum with my vibrator on my clit and two holes still stuffed.
  • Took a break to close the pool until next summer
  • Lunch
  • Continued updating pages on website
  • Dealt with a kid trying to trick me into doing paid time with him via text (through my non-NF site)
  • Continued updating pages on website
  • Chatted on Skype about a potential show
  • Responded by email to fellow cam/phone worker
  • Chatted with potential caller who turned out to be a wanker
  • Did a texting session on non-NF site
  • Chatted on Skype with potential callers
  • Looked at squirting dildos on Amazon
  • Did a smoking show (I don’t smoke, I vape but I still call it a smoking show) with a very hot man. I sucked my dildo, titty fucked it and bit my nipple all while blowing vapor at the camera.
  • Chatted on Skype with potential caller
  • Did a cam to cam show of me rubbing my panty covered pussy while sniffing and licking a pair of dirty ones. It was hot seeing him cum so hard and so much to the nasty things I did.
  • Did cam to cam with guy with a big cock. He stroked hard while I laid back and rubbed my pussy and told him what I would do to suck his cock and get fucked. I didn’t cum, but immediately after this show…
  • Did humiliation show with a dominant caller. He asked me why I was so horny and already naked. I told him I hadn’t cum yet after the last show. He said, “did he say he’d choke you while he fucked you? Did he say he’d slap your face while he fucked you? Did he call you a fat slut?” and so on until I got off on my vibrator. Then he said he’d keep me like that all night. Then he hung up. I love it when he’s mean to me.
  • Answered emails. Finished email to caller that I started earlier in the day.
  • Chatted on Skype with potential callers
  • Responded to emails by fellow cam worker (a Domme)
  • Went through the clothes I got back from the fire (they took things to remove the smoke smell and I just got the repairable stuff back) looking for my red bikini and a white tank top- a request from a possible caller. Unfortunately, he wasn’t able to call but I’m looking forward to a shower show with him. Hopefully soon.

My Personal Kinks

Image 8One of the top things I’m asked by callers is, “What are you into?” I often throw the question back to the caller because I’m here to serve him. I get off on pleasing people and the fact is, I like so many different things that a caller is bound to get me going by having me cater to him. It’s easy enough to figure out my kink list by exploring the pages on my site and blog posts, but I thought I’d make a list as close as possible to being in order by favor (though this should be viewed as fluid depending on my mood or more likely, the person I’m playing with). I’m also sharing a favorite porn list.

My personal kinks:

  • Being topped by a dominant man – a Master or Sir. I like service, being controlled, pain, humiliation, degradation to an extent and rope play.
  • Vanilla play is shared in the top spot with being topped by a dominant man. I am submissive by orientation but it is as important as regular sex for me. This includes giving and receiving pussy eating, sucking cock, fucking, making out, hand jobs, etc.
  • Cum fetish (ok, this goes with just about everything on the list, but it earns a spot because it’s a huge part of my personal kink)
  • The idea of cuckolding someone (idea only as I have never done this)
  • Foot fetish play
  • Playing with sissies
  • Being topped by a dominant woman
  • Topping a submissive man or woman. I like playful humiliation, control, receiving service and body worship. I am becoming more and more interested in exploring sadistic levels of pain.
  • Tickling (this is more something I am curious about. I think I’d love it if I played more with it. If you like tickling and you’re reading this; please consider trying 2 girl so I can try this out!)
  • Jack off instruction/guided masturbation
  • Smoking/vaping fetish
  • Small penis humiliation
  • Shoe fetish
  • Role playing

It’s hard to list everything as I have tried so many interesting things in my years as a phone/cam girl, so this is just a general list. There are things I have done once, loved but never repeated as well as variations and elaborations on things on the list. I also think I may have forgotten some things completely, but this is what comes to mind for now.

My favorite porn, in order:

  • Solo man masturbating and cumming
  • Cuckold/creampie eating
  • Older man, younger woman
  • Pussy eating (close up)
  • Gangbang/gangbang creampie/pussy bukkake
  • Submissive woman being dominated by a man or men
  • Submissive man being dominated by a man
  • Submissive woman being dominated by a woman or women
  • Foot fetish (dominant woman making a man worship her feet)
  • Straight man sucks cock
  • Autofellatio (self suck)
  • Hentai
  • Voyeur

There you have it; a full guide to my personal kinks. Coming soon: a list of my current fantasies!

As Mister’s submissive part II

BDSM call preview 4I wrote “As Mister’s submissive part I” a long time ago and promised I would share more about my time as Mister’s submissive in the future. It’s hard to remember the details of the relationship after so much time has passed, but reliving it to write this post has been fun.

In my first post about the relationship, I explained some of the rules Mister had for me and what I did in service to him. I did not go into the times we played, so I thought I would focus on that in this post. The first night I spent with him, I kneeled below him at the table when we ate dinner. After eating, I served him an apple martini, made to his specifications. We fooled around a bit but I don’t recall much else of what happened that evening. In the morning, he went to work and gave me a list of things to clean in the house. He came back at lunch and inspected what I had done, expressing how pleased he was with me. Then he took me to his dungeon.

It was appropriately located in his basement, which was small but had just enough room to offer variety in play. At the bottom of the stairs and to the right was a St. Andrews cross with whips hanging on either side. To the left of that was a futon for aftercare and fucking. On the other side of the futon sat “the tower”. It worked just as a wooden horse does, but was constructed a little different. There was a tall wooden pillar with a removable block near the bottom that could fit into different slots depending on the height of the submissive being used on it. Once seated on the tower, the submissive’s ankles could be tied so her kneesBDSM call preview 3 pointed down, causing immense pain to her pussy as her weight pushed her harder on to the block. On the far side of the dungeon was a chair that a person could be tied to with legs spread for various types of torture. Mister built all of the furniture with incredible skill. Opposite the BDSM furniture was an armoire which held implements for beating people, items to do electricity play and needle play, hoods, cuffs, sounding instruments and more. The walls were painted red and the floor was covered with mats suitable for wrestling.

When I saw the dungeon for the first time that afternoon, Mister didn’t have a lot of time to play with me so I only got a taste of his sadism. He had me stand facing the St. Andrew’s cross and instructed me to raise my arms up, hold them out at a “v” and place my hands on the top of it. I watched out of the corner of my eye as he got a whip off the wall. There was a pause as I stood there naked and terrified. My pussy started to leak. He cracked the whip in the air so loud I jumped and then he began striking it against my back. Before that night, I had been struck by hands and a belt; both delivering what kinky folks call “thuddy pain” rather than “stingy pain”. Often times, submissives and masochists have a preference in type of pain. The whip that afternoon was my first taste of sharp stingy. It would be much, much later that I realized I prefer thuddy, but will eagerly take stingy to please the person hurting me.

I took the pain and after he left to return to work, I admired the red marks in the long mirror in the dungeon, in the bathroom and later, at home.

Some weekend later, I arrived at Mister’s house after a long week at work. He pushed me against the wall in the kitchen and kissed me hard. He told me to make him an apple martini, a drink for myself and to meet him in the dungeon. When I got there, I was trembling. Mister had a very imposing way about him. He was 6’5’’ and as he often said, his skin color (a dark black- but his race did not add to my fear, personally) and bald head did not help. His Fetlife page showed his list of kinks which were heavier than others and within his pictures were images of very bruised women he played with. He would say he was put off by the fact that people thought he was scary, but I think he secretly liked it.

I kneeled in front of Mister where he sat on the futon. I handed him his martini and sipped mine. He had his laptop in front of him and a tripod with a camera on it facing the St. Andrew’s cross. He asked if I was ready and I nodded and took a big gulp of my drink. He told me to stand in front of the cross and he put boxing glove like things on my hands as the broadcast to his cam show started. He lifted my mitt-covered hands straight above me and BDSM call preview 1chained them to a hard point in the ceiling. Then he put a hood over my head and began beating me. He used a baton on my thighs. He had a habit of doing even hits. Four medium-hard hits to my left thigh, two hard ones, three more medium ones and then a whale. He would repeat this on my right thigh. I hated the rhythm of it. I loved the play, but knowing it would end in one extraordinarily hard hit at the end gave me an unpleasant feeling of anticipation that I never ended up shaking in the time I was with him. He beat my breasts with his fists and kicked my cunt with his boot. Then he stood behind me and pushed my face up to his. I liked the feeling of closeness. He started to choke me and after squeezing my throat a few times, I passed out. He must have noticed something because he asked if I was ok. I said, “yes” but found out later that it was the wrong response. He didn’t actually know that he had choked me out and considering I had passed out, I was supposed to say I wasn’t ok. But he didn’t know it at the time, so we continued playing.

He removed the hood and unchained my wrists from the ceiling and pushed me on my belly. He started flogging my back. I love the flogger. Even when it’s incredibly painful, it is my favorite implement. On its own, it probably wouldn’t have caused me to break down, but I was frightened after passing out and after a few more strikes of the flogger, I started crying for the first time in my experience as a bottom and submissive. The play ended then. He gave me a little aftercare- mild snuggling and showed me what the people viewing the cam show were saying in the chat room.

Some weekend later, Mister threw a party. I helped him prep for it and shyly mingled with his guests once things got going. I met a lot of Mister’s friends for the first time that night including a man they called Iron Hands. He was an avid rock climber and his hands had become so tough he earned that name. At some point, I was standing near the basement door when Mister turned to Iron Hands and said, “get her”. Mister grabbed the hair at the back of my head and Iron Hands pushed me to my hands and knees. Mister forced me to crawl down the basement stairs and when I got to the basement, Iron hands started beating me with his hands, sometimes open and sometimes balled up in fists. He beat me for a long time. Sometimes even kicking me. He would ask me questions while he hurt me and my response was always, “I don’t know.” I was so meek in my submissive position, I couldn’t answer him in a more straight forward way. My response always made him laugh before he’d hit me again. After a time, he had me on my belly and he used a chain to hog tie me. Finally, it hit me. This man was in incredibly good shape and he wasn’t going to get worn out before me. I never wanted to call “red” (the universal shout to stop), but I asked him, “Am I going to have to say ‘red’? When will you stop?” and his response was, “I’m not going to run out of energy any time soon.” So I said it and he stopped beating me.

My time with Mister was full of excitement. A lot of parties, a lot of play and devoted service from me. It was relatively short – only three months long, which was as long as my second D/s relationship with Michael (more about that in a future post), but an experience I’ll never forget.

Why I’m not Having a lot of Sex

Since November of last year, I haven’t been having much sex with my boyfriend. This has been one-sided. He seemed to have lost interest and I thought perhaps his sex drive went down because he is approaching 40, which from what I understand happens sometimes with men. A side note, I’ve heard some women get hornier around the time some men start to lose interest, but this hasn’t happened for me yet. I’ve always had a good sex drive and it hasn’t gotten higher or lower. It turns out the reason my boyfriend is losing interest isn’t a mystery to him and it isn’t about his age. He is clear on why he lost interest and he tried to tell me a few months ago, but it didn’t sink in for me until he repeated the reason when we talked last week.

My boyfriend has a dark side, mostly when it comes to his sense of humor. He is also pleasantly open minded. But overall, he is a straight-laced, mostly vanilla sexually (which I don’t mean in a bad way at all as I have no issues with those who hardly stray from the norm, I’m just not one of them) and the kind of guy who always wanted the white picket fence sort of life. I am not that way. I have always been attracted to dark, mysterious, out of the norm kind of things in all aspects of life, but most notably when it comes to sex. Much of my attraction to the odd things in life start and end with learning about these things but when it comes to sex, I actually want to do many of these odd things and when it comes to BDSM, it is a part of who I am.

I have had fantasies about control since I was young. The fantasies became sexual and included pain play when I grew up and became a sexual being. I met my boyfriend when I was 24. A few months before he proposed to me, in 2010, my sister introduced me to Fetlife. I like to call it the kinky Facebook. It’s a social networking site where people can explore BDSM, polyamory and all manner of kink and fetishes. I started reading about what people were doing through Fetlife and continued to do so while I was planning my wedding. I don’t understand or even remember the exact progression of things, but a month before the wedding, things came to a head. I got freaked out about the idea that I felt I might be submissive sexually and romantically and that I might never get to explore it. The feelings of submission, which included a nearly daily session of fantasizing at night to help me fall asleep since I was about five years old, were powerful. It was terrible timing. I didn’t want to break my fiancé’s heart, but I had to do it. I broke off the engagement.

Over the next two years, I did things in the BDSM community including giving myself over to two dominant men (one who was extremely sadistic and the other who was into pain as well, but was more notably interested in exploring the dynamic of a D/s relationship), had a few trysts with other kinky people, met a service submissive with a strong foot fetish who I topped for several months and got involved with some kinky women including my girlfriend, Aubrey. In that time, my boyfriend and I got back together and broke up twice (both times because I decided to explore kink some more) before getting back together and staying together a little over two years after the first break up.

A year into our newest reunion, I told him I’d like to start exploring kink again, but this time with him. This was in November of last year. All I had to do was say it. It was enough for my boyfriend to lose interest in having sex with me. He isn’t withholding as punishment, it’s more organic. He still looks at me and is attracted to me, but he sort of doesn’t feel it, if that makes sense. He knows he likes my big, round ass and breasts. He thinks I’m beautiful. And he’ll smack my butt, squeeze my breasts and pretty much behave in all the ways he used to, except when it comes to sex. He is afraid I’ll leave him because I want to explore BDSM again and it’s because this is the reason I broke up with him the last three times. For whatever reason, this fear is affecting his desire to fuck me.

We are actively looking into ways to fix the issue and we are still having sex, it’s just far less frequent. I am confident we’ll figure this out. My boyfriend and I have been together for twelve years (minus the two years after the engagement ended). We have been through more difficult trials in life individually and as a couple than this. I’m just glad that we’re both clear on the reason our sex life has slowed down. It’s a start. I question whether or not I should post this to my work-related blog, but I have decided I will because, as I’ve said before, I want to be authentic on my blog. This is not very sexy, but it is the truth.