Cam Girl Throwback

Quick post to share some “throwback” pics from when I did cam the first time around. In case you don’t know my history, I started phone sex when I was 22 using stock model photos. I started doing cam when I was about 26. Did it for a bit, quit and worked in an office for five years and got back to it in June 2013 full time.

I thought it would be fun to share some cam pictures I took from that time. I might share some more cam pics and maybe even some better quality pictures later. These were taken via some program I had on my computer back then with one of the better webcams available at the time. The quality isn’t great. Also, I only showed my face on cam. I happened to take a few cam pics that showed my face, but most did not. Enjoy!

A Day in the Life of Lucy

I want to be authentic in what I do for work, here on my blog and in my cam shows and phone sex. This would not have been possible with previous jobs because, understandably, one is not authentic in all ways at most jobs. But I do want that with what I do now. I wouldn’t have expected to want that when I first got into this kind of work. It was definitely not taught to me. I started out on a fantasy site that used perfect-in-every-way sort of stock photos of girls we were to portray on phone. My mentor, another girl who portrayed one of the fantasy-like girls in the photos on the site often said to me, “you are a fantasy phone girl, nothing more”. And so I was, for many years.

When I branched out from phone sex and started doing cam about six years ago, I came across the website of an indie pornographer who did things in a way that was a far cry from the plastic world of simulated sex that I came from. I would read her blog as often as she would post and I was quickly hooked. I loved how honest she was. How raw her writing was. It was like I was in her head and what she thought, what while she wrote on her blog wasn’t always sexy, but it was always very real sounding and that was more sexy to me than what I had been doing for the many, many years prior to finding her blog.

Very honestly, I do not know how to be that way. I wouldn’t say that I’m the sort of person who cares what other people think. In fact, so many people in my life have told me that I always seem so genuine that it is refreshing… but while I can see where they are coming from, I also know that I am not raw, in the same way the indie pornographer seems to be. I tend to give off to people who I am but only after I’ve carefully examined and refined that in a way that’s acceptable for sharing.

While I’d love to throw out my inner most thoughts for the world to see on my cam sex girl site, I can’t help but worry about what it is that my callers and potential callers truly want to see. Even though I think it would be fun and exciting to be 100% authentic in what I share with my callers, I simply can’t just do it. So, instead, here is my attempt. A few weeks ago, I jotted notes down about my working day. I thought it might be interesting to some of my callers to see what I truly do in one full day (working hours only). Because I made the notes a few weeks ago and haven’t looked at them until now, I can’t go back and make the notes make more sense now. I may do this again and try to be better about getting back to the notes early enough to remember the details. Here the notes are, in the rough format in which I wrote them originally.

A Day in the Life of Lucy:

  • (Not on a call or cam, just on my own)… Masturbated to cock sucking/stroke off on face porn. Came in panties.
  • Ran ad on backpage
  • Quickie phone sex only call. Guy looked at pics of me while he jacked off. Told him about how I came in my panties earlier. Told him I’d like him to cum in my mouth.
  • Played Age of Empires (strategy computer based video game) for a few minutes.
  • Got text message for non-NiteFlirt site about a show this afternoon. Reminded me I owed some guys emails. Sent emails.
  • Played AOE again.
  • Got texts from more callers. Responded.
  • Played AOE again and more texting.
  • Wanker call came in for non-NiteFlirt site. (A “wanker” is a guy who never intended on purchasing time in the first place and instead messes with the cam or phone sex girl for as long as possible before hanging up. Often find I’m on high alert for wankers after getting so many in a row that I’m short and to the point with all potential callers.)
  • Called Candy to chat for a bit, but a call came in…
  • Cuckold call (more boyfriend who watches me fuck others than typical cuckold call).
  • Created and published post on FilthyCall.com and created and published post on my other blog.
  • Sent email response about a custom video.
  • Cuckold call (playful humiliation).
  • Lunch.
  • Played a little more AOE.
  • Got Skype add. Discussed pricing. He didn’t call.
  • Talked to Aubrey on the phone.
  • Talked to caller. Did boobs only show.
  • Did ridiculously hot Skype show.
  • Hot as shit tease PLUS heavy extreme BDSM show.
  • Did second show with guy who did ridiculously hot show earlier.
  • Did submissive phone only call with regular (a dominant caller who has been with me for a bit). It was a role play of going to a wedding, ending up in the bathroom to suck off other guests and finishing off with ass to mouth.
  • Had cam show on which I smacked my panty-covered pussy hard and then masturbated. It was a topless show, so he didn’t see my pussy. He came three times!
  • Dominant cam to cam show.

So Much to Look Forward to

There is a lots of fun to come for me. First, this Saturday I will be spending the day with the lovely Aubrey with Art taking two girl phone sex calls and cam shows. I can’t wait! I have fun going solo, but it’s always better when I’m with Aubrey. We’re doing it again next Wednesday. Next Thursday is my birthday! I plan on taking calls. I love the idea of celebrating with lots of orgasms.

I’m booking my flight soon to visit my friend Candy in sunny Florida! I am so excited to hang out with her again. The plans so far include time at her pool, at the beach, dining at my favorite restaurant in her area for the most delicious mussels I’ve ever had and we’re even going to squeeze in a photo shoot by a friend of hers. I bought a red bikini for the shoot. I’m about to turn 36 years old and this will be the first time I wear a bikini in public, which is a shame with tits and a butt like mine!

I love having so much to look forward to! Life is good!

2 Girl Phone Sex and Cam

webcam-toy-photo63Aubrey and I had so much fun last Monday doing 2 girl phone sex and cam! We did a hard core BDSM show that included a breast vice and braided flogger. We also had multiple orgasms on cam, did a D/s phone sex call and shared some vape and a cock on cam. It was super fun and we’ve already done some naughty things today! Here are our next two upcoming two girl dates:

Saturday, March 14, 10:00 am – 6:00 pm
Wednesday, March 18, 10:00 am – 6:00 pm

Hope you keep our pussies wet!

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2 Girl Phone Sex & Cam Sex

webcam-toy-photo58It’s a done deal, folks. Aubrey and I have scheduled days to get together for 2 girl phone sex & cam sex:

Monday, March 2, 10:00 am – 6:00 pm
Monday, March 9, 10:00 am – 6:00 pm
Saturday, March 14, 10:00 am – 6:00 pm*

*This date is tentative. Let us know if you want to see us on this day!*

Options for play include two girl phone sex, topless cam, nude cam and extreme cam. If you would like to quickly connect with us, please keep my contact me page handy for all of our listings.

You may also purchase my Skype ID through NiteFlirt (the button is on the contact me page, as well). Once connected on Skype, I can answer any questions you may have about solo shows, as well as two girl.

If you haven’t tried us out yet for two girl shows, here’s an idea of what you’ll see and hear… two genuine girls who are genuinely into each other. Phone sex can be anything from pussy licking to double-team domination. It all depends on what you’re into! Topless cam is great for teasing shows and more! We will masturbate and touch each other, you just won’t see our pussies. Nude cam shows are definitely a favorite. I love getting my mouth on Aubrey’s sweet pussy, fucking her with a strap on, playing with her butt plug while it’s buried deep and submitting with her to a hot Dominant. Extreme cam is set up so that one of us can take heavy pain while the other tops. We do BDSM shows under the nude cam rate, but if you are looking for one of us to be completely spent, the extreme cam listing is the one for you!

I can’t say how much I’m looking forward to this!

2 Girl Cam

Huge news! Aubrey and I will be doing 2 girl cam and phone sex again soon. We will schedule something son, so please check back here or on Twitter @FIlthyCall late next week for dates. I am so excited, I just wanted to let folks know right away!

Also, we will be adding the ability to do extreme BDSM shows with us. As some of you know, I offer extreme BDSM solo shows already. This option is priced right so that I have the ability to rest after taking a hard beating. If you want to try me out on that line, here is the call button:

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The price is $4.99/min.

The two girl extreme BDSM line will be priced so that one of us can top the other and provide a hard beating, for your pleasure. Aubrey has a lot of toys we can use on each other. More about this later!

Hope you’ll pencil us in for two girl fun, once I get the dates up!

 

 

Not Enough Sex

About a year ago, I read an article that quoted a study that found that couples who had sex one to three times a week from the beginning of their relationship would be likely to keep up that frequency throughout their relationship. The study found that couples who had sex more frequently than that would slow down to having sex much less as time went on. If I’m remembering right, the more rabbit-like couples would slow down to once a month or so.

I met my boyfriend over ten years ago. Minus a long break up three years ago that included a few short-lived reunions between us, we have been a couple since just about the day we met (we’ve been back together for over a year now). From the beginning, we were the sort of couple who had sex one to three times a week. An extremely satisfying one to three times a week and for me, to the point of mind blowing sort of satisfying, probably most notable because he is the first man whose cock I had an orgasm on.

I didn’t put too much stock in that study, but still felt good about our sex life frequency-wise and confident that we could keep it up after reading about it. The last three or so months have shut this confidence down. In the first month or so of this period, we slowed down to about once a week. Then it got worse. In the last eight weeks, we’ve had sex twice.

It’s true that I’m still having around four orgasms a day (rarely less, sometimes many, many more) on the days I take phone sex calls and do cam shows. I even sometimes find myself masturbating between time on calls. I’ll watch porn and get myself off and still go again the next time the phone rings. So, I guess things are good sexually Monday through Friday. But on the weekend, when I’m not taking calls, I am finding I’m going virtually orgasm-free. And even though I’m getting off a whole lot, I could still want cock. I want pre-cum on my tongue while I get my boyfriend’s cock hard, feeling his body pressed against mine while he sucks my neck and rhythmically plunges his warm dick in my cunt followed by the reward of a pussy juice covered cock sliding in my mouth a few quick times before exploding hot cum down my throat. Man, how I miss all of that.

Cam sex and phone sex is exactly what I want to be doing to make a living. I feel so lucky to have found a job that is not only fun, but gives me an outlet for all my kink. The variety appeals to me, as I am all over the place sexually. I even give enough attention to my favorite kink through my callers that I do not feel like I’m missing anything sexually because I have a mostly vanilla boyfriend. I had all of this and was having lots of fantastic sex with the man that I love. Now, something has changed. I’m not giving up on getting back to more regular sex with my boyfriend. In fact, we are planning on having sex when he returns home in an hour (it has come to a need to plan). Generally, it seems until we get back to more frequency (and spontaneity), I’m going to have to wear myself out on my toys and use my imagination plus my callers words to get a feeling of the warmth, taste and satisfaction of a real cock.

Kinky Girl in a Not So Kinky World

Just a quick update about why I’ve been so bad about updating my blog. When I got back into phone sex and cam sex full time again in June 2013, my life was very interesting and exciting, particularly sexually. I was still in the middle of exploring BDSM (both as a Top and a submissive). I had a boyfriend and a girlfriend. By September 2013, the boyfriend and I broke up and I found myself in a D/s relationship with a man (I was his submissive), I was still with my girlfriend and some where in there, I found time to top ps.

Throughout this time, I had a lot of things to write about. Then due to some serious and traumatic life stuff, I fell off track with posting. Things were at there worst in May 2014. Everything got better over time and in all honesty, there was no good reason why I couldn’t get back to blogging around the end of the summer. But that is about when my inspiration dropped.

By that point, I had long ended my relationship with my Dom and ps and I drifted apart. By September, my girlfriend and I decided to end our relationship romantically.

So here I am, a kinky girl in a not so kinky world. In the middle of all the changes, my ex boyfriend and I got back together and he’s vanilla. Though what we do in the bedroom is beyond satisfying, I suppose it’s not much to write about. Worst yet, we’ve slowed down our play time tremendously. More about that soon.

So there you have it. I used to have a good mix of work related fun to write about and a lot of interesting things to say about my personal life, but now I’m working with half the inspiration.

Sexy Resolutions

Happy 2015, my kinky friends! There is no better time for sexy resolutions then the start of a new year.

In truth, I’m not one for making a resolution for the new year. I always thought it was sort of cool to constantly work on improvement and made a silly point of avoiding the annual grand gesture long ago. This year is different. For the sake of keeping my blog a place for hot, naughty fun only, I’ll keep the reason to myself. The cause was extraordinarily moving, and the effect was that when I woke up on January 1 (and oddly not a second before), I allowed the feeling of change to fall over and penetrate me; causing me to think about what I’d like to see improve in my life.

So, here it is folks! A short list of the areas of change to my life that I hope will bring a smile to your faces and a hard on in your pants:croppedNF

  • Some small updates to the pages on my website which will include new pictures and possibly some updates to other parts of the pages. I’ll post an update here and Tweet as the changes are made so that you know when to check them out.
  • New Goodies! Including part one of a filthy store I wrote (which is not currently a Goodie Bag, but can be purchased here) and the long awaited part two, which is nearly finished.
  • New blog posts, after eight months of no updates! I’m hoping to produce kinky news about once or twice a month, possibly more.
  • New Tweets, which will likely include pictures you’ll never see on my blog so please be sure to follow me @FilthyCall.

I’m also working on changing one of my cam listings to offer an exciting service for dominant and sadistic callers. I’ve put a note in to Play Fair at NiteFlirt about what I can and can’t do with this listing. Once I hear back, I should be able to get the listing changed out. I’ll post and Tweet about it once the change is made, so be sure to check back.

No promises on whether or not this last change will enhance my life as a cam girl, but I will be signing up for classes at a sexy workout place at the end of next week. They offer floor/chair classes, pole dancing and more naughty, sweat-inducing fun! I’m super excited about it and based on the handful of classes I’ve taken there in the past, I have a feeling that this may mean I’ll be able to perform some hot moves for callers, but again, no promises. At the very least, it may help this slutty girl feel even sexier!

Before I sign off on my first post for the new year, I wanted to take a moment to thank my callers. I’ve been back at full time phone sex and cam for just over a year and a half and it has been a blast! I want all of you to know how much I appreciate you. Regardless of how we do it (phone sex, cam shows, text/IM sessions, quickies, marathon calls, etc.) and what we do (suck and fuck, love making, strenuous rope shows, wickedly creative beatings, foot worship, sissy play, cuckolding and everything in between), it is you, my callers, who make this the best fucking job I’ve ever had. I can’t say it enough. Thank you!

Jack Off Material: Filthy Stories, Pictures and Audio

Untitled5I have uploaded a new, naughty story and a few new pictures for purchase, here! I have also added the option to purchase custom jack off material, including audio, stories, cam pictures and high quality studio pictures.

I hope you will check out what I have to offer!

Oh, and if you want to stay updated on new jack off material, please follow me on Twitter @FilthyCall!