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Two Girl Cam and Phone sex

Cam Pics (472)I’m so excited to share with you that Aubrey and I scheduled some dates for two girl cam and phone sex! Here are the dates (EST):

Monday, February 15: 9:00 am – 7:00 pm
Tuesday, February 23: 9:00 am – 7:00 pm

It has been a while so we are both really looking forward to it!

More great news: in case you haven’t already heard, Aubrey is pregnant! There is something about a big pregnant belly that looks so hot! Her breasts have also gotten bigger and that pussy is just as sweet. I hope you’ll help me get her off.

As Mister’s submissive part II

BDSM call preview 4I wrote “As Mister’s submissive part I” a long time ago and promised I would share more about my time as Mister’s submissive in the future. It’s hard to remember the details of the relationship after so much time has passed, but reliving it to write this post has been fun.

In my first post about the relationship, I explained some of the rules Mister had for me and what I did in service to him. I did not go into the times we played, so I thought I would focus on that in this post. The first night I spent with him, I kneeled below him at the table when we ate dinner. After eating, I served him an apple martini, made to his specifications. We fooled around a bit but I don’t recall much else of what happened that evening. In the morning, he went to work and gave me a list of things to clean in the house. He came back at lunch and inspected what I had done, expressing how pleased he was with me. Then he took me to his dungeon.

It was appropriately located in his basement, which was small but had just enough room to offer variety in play. At the bottom of the stairs and to the right was a St. Andrews cross with whips hanging on either side. To the left of that was a futon for aftercare and fucking. On the other side of the futon sat “the tower”. It worked just as a wooden horse does, but was constructed a little different. There was a tall wooden pillar with a removable block near the bottom that could fit into different slots depending on the height of the submissive being used on it. Once seated on the tower, the submissive’s ankles could be tied so her kneesBDSM call preview 3 pointed down, causing immense pain to her pussy as her weight pushed her harder on to the block. On the far side of the dungeon was a chair that a person could be tied to with legs spread for various types of torture. Mister built all of the furniture with incredible skill. Opposite the BDSM furniture was an armoire which held implements for beating people, items to do electricity play and needle play, hoods, cuffs, sounding instruments and more. The walls were painted red and the floor was covered with mats suitable for wrestling.

When I saw the dungeon for the first time that afternoon, Mister didn’t have a lot of time to play with me so I only got a taste of his sadism. He had me stand facing the St. Andrew’s cross and instructed me to raise my arms up, hold them out at a “v” and place my hands on the top of it. I watched out of the corner of my eye as he got a whip off the wall. There was a pause as I stood there naked and terrified. My pussy started to leak. He cracked the whip in the air so loud I jumped and then he began striking it against my back. Before that night, I had been struck by hands and a belt; both delivering what kinky folks call “thuddy pain” rather than “stingy pain”. Often times, submissives and masochists have a preference in type of pain. The whip that afternoon was my first taste of sharp stingy. It would be much, much later that I realized I prefer thuddy, but will eagerly take stingy to please the person hurting me.

I took the pain and after he left to return to work, I admired the red marks in the long mirror in the dungeon, in the bathroom and later, at home.

Some weekend later, I arrived at Mister’s house after a long week at work. He pushed me against the wall in the kitchen and kissed me hard. He told me to make him an apple martini, a drink for myself and to meet him in the dungeon. When I got there, I was trembling. Mister had a very imposing way about him. He was 6’5’’ and as he often said, his skin color (a dark black- but his race did not add to my fear, personally) and bald head did not help. His Fetlife page showed his list of kinks which were heavier than others and within his pictures were images of very bruised women he played with. He would say he was put off by the fact that people thought he was scary, but I think he secretly liked it.

I kneeled in front of Mister where he sat on the futon. I handed him his martini and sipped mine. He had his laptop in front of him and a tripod with a camera on it facing the St. Andrew’s cross. He asked if I was ready and I nodded and took a big gulp of my drink. He told me to stand in front of the cross and he put boxing glove like things on my hands as the broadcast to his cam show started. He lifted my mitt-covered hands straight above me and BDSM call preview 1chained them to a hard point in the ceiling. Then he put a hood over my head and began beating me. He used a baton on my thighs. He had a habit of doing even hits. Four medium-hard hits to my left thigh, two hard ones, three more medium ones and then a whale. He would repeat this on my right thigh. I hated the rhythm of it. I loved the play, but knowing it would end in one extraordinarily hard hit at the end gave me an unpleasant feeling of anticipation that I never ended up shaking in the time I was with him. He beat my breasts with his fists and kicked my cunt with his boot. Then he stood behind me and pushed my face up to his. I liked the feeling of closeness. He started to choke me and after squeezing my throat a few times, I passed out. He must have noticed something because he asked if I was ok. I said, “yes” but found out later that it was the wrong response. He didn’t actually know that he had choked me out and considering I had passed out, I was supposed to say I wasn’t ok. But he didn’t know it at the time, so we continued playing.

He removed the hood and unchained my wrists from the ceiling and pushed me on my belly. He started flogging my back. I love the flogger. Even when it’s incredibly painful, it is my favorite implement. On its own, it probably wouldn’t have caused me to break down, but I was frightened after passing out and after a few more strikes of the flogger, I started crying for the first time in my experience as a bottom and submissive. The play ended then. He gave me a little aftercare- mild snuggling and showed me what the people viewing the cam show were saying in the chat room.

Some weekend later, Mister threw a party. I helped him prep for it and shyly mingled with his guests once things got going. I met a lot of Mister’s friends for the first time that night including a man they called Iron Hands. He was an avid rock climber and his hands had become so tough he earned that name. At some point, I was standing near the basement door when Mister turned to Iron Hands and said, “get her”. Mister grabbed the hair at the back of my head and Iron Hands pushed me to my hands and knees. Mister forced me to crawl down the basement stairs and when I got to the basement, Iron hands started beating me with his hands, sometimes open and sometimes balled up in fists. He beat me for a long time. Sometimes even kicking me. He would ask me questions while he hurt me and my response was always, “I don’t know.” I was so meek in my submissive position, I couldn’t answer him in a more straight forward way. My response always made him laugh before he’d hit me again. After a time, he had me on my belly and he used a chain to hog tie me. Finally, it hit me. This man was in incredibly good shape and he wasn’t going to get worn out before me. I never wanted to call “red” (the universal shout to stop), but I asked him, “Am I going to have to say ‘red’? When will you stop?” and his response was, “I’m not going to run out of energy any time soon.” So I said it and he stopped beating me.

My time with Mister was full of excitement. A lot of parties, a lot of play and devoted service from me. It was relatively short – only three months long, which was as long as my second D/s relationship with Michael (more about that in a future post), but an experience I’ll never forget.

Why I’m not Having a lot of Sex

Since November of last year, I haven’t been having much sex with my boyfriend. This has been one-sided. He seemed to have lost interest and I thought perhaps his sex drive went down because he is approaching 40, which from what I understand happens sometimes with men. A side note, I’ve heard some women get hornier around the time some men start to lose interest, but this hasn’t happened for me yet. I’ve always had a good sex drive and it hasn’t gotten higher or lower. It turns out the reason my boyfriend is losing interest isn’t a mystery to him and it isn’t about his age. He is clear on why he lost interest and he tried to tell me a few months ago, but it didn’t sink in for me until he repeated the reason when we talked last week.

My boyfriend has a dark side, mostly when it comes to his sense of humor. He is also pleasantly open minded. But overall, he is a straight-laced, mostly vanilla sexually (which I don’t mean in a bad way at all as I have no issues with those who hardly stray from the norm, I’m just not one of them) and the kind of guy who always wanted the white picket fence sort of life. I am not that way. I have always been attracted to dark, mysterious, out of the norm kind of things in all aspects of life, but most notably when it comes to sex. Much of my attraction to the odd things in life start and end with learning about these things but when it comes to sex, I actually want to do many of these odd things and when it comes to BDSM, it is a part of who I am.

I have had fantasies about control since I was young. The fantasies became sexual and included pain play when I grew up and became a sexual being. I met my boyfriend when I was 24. A few months before he proposed to me, in 2010, my sister introduced me to Fetlife. I like to call it the kinky Facebook. It’s a social networking site where people can explore BDSM, polyamory and all manner of kink and fetishes. I started reading about what people were doing through Fetlife and continued to do so while I was planning my wedding. I don’t understand or even remember the exact progression of things, but a month before the wedding, things came to a head. I got freaked out about the idea that I felt I might be submissive sexually and romantically and that I might never get to explore it. The feelings of submission, which included a nearly daily session of fantasizing at night to help me fall asleep since I was about five years old, were powerful. It was terrible timing. I didn’t want to break my fiancé’s heart, but I had to do it. I broke off the engagement.

Over the next two years, I did things in the BDSM community including giving myself over to two dominant men (one who was extremely sadistic and the other who was into pain as well, but was more notably interested in exploring the dynamic of a D/s relationship), had a few trysts with other kinky people, met a service submissive with a strong foot fetish who I topped for several months and got involved with some kinky women including my girlfriend, Aubrey. In that time, my boyfriend and I got back together and broke up twice (both times because I decided to explore kink some more) before getting back together and staying together a little over two years after the first break up.

A year into our newest reunion, I told him I’d like to start exploring kink again, but this time with him. This was in November of last year. All I had to do was say it. It was enough for my boyfriend to lose interest in having sex with me. He isn’t withholding as punishment, it’s more organic. He still looks at me and is attracted to me, but he sort of doesn’t feel it, if that makes sense. He knows he likes my big, round ass and breasts. He thinks I’m beautiful. And he’ll smack my butt, squeeze my breasts and pretty much behave in all the ways he used to, except when it comes to sex. He is afraid I’ll leave him because I want to explore BDSM again and it’s because this is the reason I broke up with him the last three times. For whatever reason, this fear is affecting his desire to fuck me.

We are actively looking into ways to fix the issue and we are still having sex, it’s just far less frequent. I am confident we’ll figure this out. My boyfriend and I have been together for twelve years (minus the two years after the engagement ended). We have been through more difficult trials in life individually and as a couple than this. I’m just glad that we’re both clear on the reason our sex life has slowed down. It’s a start. I question whether or not I should post this to my work-related blog, but I have decided I will because, as I’ve said before, I want to be authentic on my blog. This is not very sexy, but it is the truth.

Florida Photo shoot

4previewMy vacation visiting Candy in Florida was perfect! I got a taste of summer over the four days in paradise. We swam in her heated pool, relaxed in the hot tub, had many tasty meals including mussels twice (one in a light cream sauce with wine and one in a tomato, mushroom sauce with a kick), I got a mani-pedi and watched a gorgeous sunset over the water from a beachfront roof top deck. Aside from getting much anticipated face time with one of my closest friends, the highlight of the vacation truly was making a new connection with a really cool friend of Candy’s, Mona. And then of course, there was the photo shoot.

Candy, Mona and I loaded Mona’s new flogger, a bunch of slutty outfits and heels into Candy’s mustang and headed to Candy’s photographer friend’s fabulous house Friday evening. The action began nearly the moment we walked in the door. Mona stripped without waiting for permission and Candy and I were quick to follow her lead. Soon, the three of us were in hot outfits taking turns with the flogger while our photographer (turned pornographer) snapped away. Candy was absolutely gleeful while holding the flogger. I think she enjoyed being able to hit as hard as she liked on my ass. I don’t think she held back and it showed! My ass, particularly my right cheek got pretty red by the time she was done. The best part was listening to Mona’s reactions. She is rather kink-light, at least when it comes to sadomasochism. It was all captured in the pictures! Our photographer was super professional and great fun to work with, but I must admit, the best part was getting a “here we go” out of him when one of us would get spread eagle and show off some pussy.

We switched from lingerie to bikinis and hopped in the tub next. It was fun being in the company of two hot women, stripping out of our suits and holding up our tits for comparison. Mine and Mona’s are far from small, but look tiny compared to Candy’s!

The pictures are already packaged as goodies on Niteflirt, ready to serve as jack off material!

We took some really great videos as well, including hot tub teasing, a punishment scene for my butt and we even got Candy on her knees for a bit! Unfortunately, the videos were accidentally erased. It really is a shame because Florida is so far away and I don’t know when we’ll get to do it again!

My time with Candy could not have been more perfect. I’m sure it won’t be long before I get the itch to visit again.

2 Girl Phone Sex and Cam

webcam-toy-photo63Aubrey and I had so much fun last Monday doing 2 girl phone sex and cam! We did a hard core BDSM show that included a breast vice and braided flogger. We also had multiple orgasms on cam, did a D/s phone sex call and shared some vape and a cock on cam. It was super fun and we’ve already done some naughty things today! Here are our next two upcoming two girl dates:

Saturday, March 14, 10:00 am – 6:00 pm
Wednesday, March 18, 10:00 am – 6:00 pm

Hope you keep our pussies wet!

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2 Girl Phone Sex & Cam Sex

webcam-toy-photo58It’s a done deal, folks. Aubrey and I have scheduled days to get together for 2 girl phone sex & cam sex:

Monday, March 2, 10:00 am – 6:00 pm
Monday, March 9, 10:00 am – 6:00 pm
Saturday, March 14, 10:00 am – 6:00 pm*

*This date is tentative. Let us know if you want to see us on this day!*

Options for play include two girl phone sex, topless cam, nude cam and extreme cam. If you would like to quickly connect with us, please keep my contact me page handy for all of our listings.

You may also purchase my Skype ID through NiteFlirt (the button is on the contact me page, as well). Once connected on Skype, I can answer any questions you may have about solo shows, as well as two girl.

If you haven’t tried us out yet for two girl shows, here’s an idea of what you’ll see and hear… two genuine girls who are genuinely into each other. Phone sex can be anything from pussy licking to double-team domination. It all depends on what you’re into! Topless cam is great for teasing shows and more! We will masturbate and touch each other, you just won’t see our pussies. Nude cam shows are definitely a favorite. I love getting my mouth on Aubrey’s sweet pussy, fucking her with a strap on, playing with her butt plug while it’s buried deep and submitting with her to a hot Dominant. Extreme cam is set up so that one of us can take heavy pain while the other tops. We do BDSM shows under the nude cam rate, but if you are looking for one of us to be completely spent, the extreme cam listing is the one for you!

I can’t say how much I’m looking forward to this!

2 Girl Cam

Huge news! Aubrey and I will be doing 2 girl cam and phone sex again soon. We will schedule something son, so please check back here or on Twitter @FIlthyCall late next week for dates. I am so excited, I just wanted to let folks know right away!

Also, we will be adding the ability to do extreme BDSM shows with us. As some of you know, I offer extreme BDSM solo shows already. This option is priced right so that I have the ability to rest after taking a hard beating. If you want to try me out on that line, here is the call button:

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The price is $4.99/min.

The two girl extreme BDSM line will be priced so that one of us can top the other and provide a hard beating, for your pleasure. Aubrey has a lot of toys we can use on each other. More about this later!

Hope you’ll pencil us in for two girl fun, once I get the dates up!

 

 

Kinky Girl in a Not So Kinky World

Just a quick update about why I’ve been so bad about updating my blog. When I got back into phone sex and cam sex full time again in June 2013, my life was very interesting and exciting, particularly sexually. I was still in the middle of exploring BDSM (both as a Top and a submissive). I had a boyfriend and a girlfriend. By September 2013, the boyfriend and I broke up and I found myself in a D/s relationship with a man (I was his submissive), I was still with my girlfriend and some where in there, I found time to top ps.

Throughout this time, I had a lot of things to write about. Then due to some serious and traumatic life stuff, I fell off track with posting. Things were at there worst in May 2014. Everything got better over time and in all honesty, there was no good reason why I couldn’t get back to blogging around the end of the summer. But that is about when my inspiration dropped.

By that point, I had long ended my relationship with my Dom and ps and I drifted apart. By September, my girlfriend and I decided to end our relationship romantically.

So here I am, a kinky girl in a not so kinky world. In the middle of all the changes, my ex boyfriend and I got back together and he’s vanilla. Though what we do in the bedroom is beyond satisfying, I suppose it’s not much to write about. Worst yet, we’ve slowed down our play time tremendously. More about that soon.

So there you have it. I used to have a good mix of work related fun to write about and a lot of interesting things to say about my personal life, but now I’m working with half the inspiration.

Sexy Resolutions

Happy 2015, my kinky friends! There is no better time for sexy resolutions then the start of a new year.

In truth, I’m not one for making a resolution for the new year. I always thought it was sort of cool to constantly work on improvement and made a silly point of avoiding the annual grand gesture long ago. This year is different. For the sake of keeping my blog a place for hot, naughty fun only, I’ll keep the reason to myself. The cause was extraordinarily moving, and the effect was that when I woke up on January 1 (and oddly not a second before), I allowed the feeling of change to fall over and penetrate me; causing me to think about what I’d like to see improve in my life.

So, here it is folks! A short list of the areas of change to my life that I hope will bring a smile to your faces and a hard on in your pants:croppedNF

  • Some small updates to the pages on my website which will include new pictures and possibly some updates to other parts of the pages. I’ll post an update here and Tweet as the changes are made so that you know when to check them out.
  • New Goodies! Including part one of a filthy store I wrote (which is not currently a Goodie Bag, but can be purchased here) and the long awaited part two, which is nearly finished.
  • New blog posts, after eight months of no updates! I’m hoping to produce kinky news about once or twice a month, possibly more.
  • New Tweets, which will likely include pictures you’ll never see on my blog so please be sure to follow me @FilthyCall.

I’m also working on changing one of my cam listings to offer an exciting service for dominant and sadistic callers. I’ve put a note in to Play Fair at NiteFlirt about what I can and can’t do with this listing. Once I hear back, I should be able to get the listing changed out. I’ll post and Tweet about it once the change is made, so be sure to check back.

No promises on whether or not this last change will enhance my life as a cam girl, but I will be signing up for classes at a sexy workout place at the end of next week. They offer floor/chair classes, pole dancing and more naughty, sweat-inducing fun! I’m super excited about it and based on the handful of classes I’ve taken there in the past, I have a feeling that this may mean I’ll be able to perform some hot moves for callers, but again, no promises. At the very least, it may help this slutty girl feel even sexier!

Before I sign off on my first post for the new year, I wanted to take a moment to thank my callers. I’ve been back at full time phone sex and cam for just over a year and a half and it has been a blast! I want all of you to know how much I appreciate you. Regardless of how we do it (phone sex, cam shows, text/IM sessions, quickies, marathon calls, etc.) and what we do (suck and fuck, love making, strenuous rope shows, wickedly creative beatings, foot worship, sissy play, cuckolding and everything in between), it is you, my callers, who make this the best fucking job I’ve ever had. I can’t say it enough. Thank you!